secrets of farland

ch 111( i can't control it )

that man got cured . he asked JK to take care of his brother and left .

its dangerous to stay alone in guest house so, love is now staying  in green land . 

tania was annoyed by love's behavior . she felt like she was becoming close to V more then her . don't know why but she started to feel jealous but V was not really responding to love . his replies were like " mmm. hmm . oo . mmhmm . aha . "

and one night 

tania saw love going into V's room . she followed her . 

V was sleeping tightly on his bed  . love went near him and sat on the ground facing him . love looked at V for really long time . she just looking . but  tania was really furious . 

next morning 

tania went to love and asked " you look tired . didn't you slept well last night "

love said " but i feel really energetic today "  

tania swallowed her anger and said while smiling " you know , on your birthday night , i was attacked by bunch of ghosts and he came and saved me "

love widened her eyes and asked " who ! lucifer "

tania said " yes ! lucifer "

love said " i wish i could see him once "

tania smiled and said " why not . i 'll show you now , wait ."

tania called V and said " he is lucifer , love of my life  ............ V "

love asked " what ! he is lucifer ..... " she asked V " are you lucifer "

V nodded and said " yes "

thunders flashed . love didn't even said a single word . her mind went blank for a moment 

love said " i'm going " she left by saying this 

tania said " ok! bye ."

" my husband is lucifer , V is lucifer , the man who doesn't  even like to  look at other girl , the man who waited for me for several thousands of years , the man who is loyal to sky is now with other girl . he born again and died for someone else . my husband is not mine anymore . now he's eyes doesn't looks at me , now he doesn't wait for me , now he doesn't loves me . he is lucifer . he is tania's lucifer not goddess's god . now this moon doesn't belongs to sky "

thunders were flashing in the sky as well as in her heart . she doesn't know what's wrong with her . she is feeling some kind of pain in her heart . she walked and walked and at one point , she knelt on the ground . she felt her eyes were wet . water was flowing from her eyes .. she cried . she cried out loud . as she cried , it started  raining . it was  raining cats and dogs . everyone on the streets were running . 

she didn't know , what's wrong with her but she felt pain in her heart . the girl who doesn't know what is pain , the girl who doesn't know what is sadness , is now experiencing pain and sadness . 

nobody was there on the street except love . love was sobbing . 

she saw a person standing in front of her . she lifted her head and saw that person with watery eyes 

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it was JK holding umbrella for her . 

she saw him and said " something is wrong with me . my eyes filled with water and my heart is paining  as if someone stabbed here "

JK didn't said anything . he was just holding umbrella . 

she started sobbing again . he said " don't cry "

she said " i don't know how to control this "