""bye y/n/n" mattheo left. leaving me and enzo alone"
TW!! this chapter will mention triggering topics💕
ENZOS POV
hearing y/n explain what she had to go through alone made me break. she's my all, she's all i have, god if she didn't say something there's a chance i could've lost her. i would never forgive myself if something happened to her. as a matter in fact, something did happen to her. i will never forgive myself. how could i let this happen to her. how did i not notice, how? this is all my fault honestly, i can always see right through her, i can always tell when something is wrong, i can always tell when she's lying. that dickhead sat with our group all the time, in the open he was a jerk but i never thought it could possibly be this bad. i saw the signs and ignored it. it's all my fault, it's my fault this happened to her.
me and y/n sat in silence for a little bit, we both knew what tom and mattheo were doing and i know that makes her upset so i didn't mention that her brothers are either torturing or killing her ex boyfriend. abusive or not she loved him, and i know she gets upset in general when her brothers do stupid shit. we both just got in comfy clothes, i took off my shirt and y/n had my sweatpants in her stuff for some reason. probably from earlier years so i wore that, y/n had a big tee shirt on and she looked so so so so so beautiful. she was laying on my bare chest and she was stroking my bicep.
i broke the silence, "y/n i'm so sorry i let this happen to you" she stopped her hand movement and looked up at me "enzo wha-" i cut her off "y/n no let me talk. i feel so guilty, i saw the signs of you being mentally and physically abused and i completely ignored it thinking it was nothing more than just a toxic relationship and you were being honest with me, i'm not blaming you for lying love, i'm really not. i'm blaming myself for not pushing you to be honest with me, i couldve stopped this so long ago ... i understand you couldn't tell me or anyone. i mean fuck it was right in front of me and i ignored it, paid no mind to it. y/n if something would've happened to you if you would've started ag-" she cut me off this time "enz-" i cut her off again "please listen beautiful.... i'm so very sorry this happened to you. and if i need to i'll take care of it, but right now i need to take care of you." i held her close and she snuggled into my neck.
"i love you enzo" i felt her smile against my chest.
"i love you more shorty" i smiled at the nickname.
we both drifted off to sleep.
