two worlds apart, joined with one soul,

{chapter •2•}

Here we go, next chapter,
If they're any mistakes please bear it with me, it's my passion to write something whatever comes to my mind, so hehe, let's get start together, 😉

Author perspective :

The another morning, the beauty of sun rise slowly, coming outside from his hidden place, showing a greatness of lightning in person live, on the above all those bad things gone away, but some of the memories aren't able to removed, from their life, nor brain, and heart, constantly changing the way to Live, by what time will you know better days can be approach some day, just like this Durga was praying for her better days, even though she is happy, enjoying herself fully, absorption of the being alone, sometimes is is not salutation to just bring like this, acces is a only thing she prayed, everyone has a bit good with her, but still,

She pray for everyone good, and bless for them, being selfless shouldn't be blamed on her, because where she grows up was environment is like that, right now she was in shiv ji mandir for morning prayer, for abundance for the one whom she loved, ones accomodation to be performed by herself, to be say she is innocent yet strong enough stand for herself, aboriginal are the most beautiful and abilities of to, some of her colleagues always abhor on her,
Well abeyance to the next week wherein said a big moment is going to happen between two wonderful souls,

Durga pov :

I was sitting on the staircase purifier A pool of water, I Love to be herewith because my inner peace, considering my feelings far away from everyone, Abjection towards me, not so new for me, aberration is a mine, can I be loved for everyone, to be honest I am, going for a topical previous past few of my friends in orphanage consider me as bad luck, with my appearance,
God knows what kind of life I had right now, the world is about only cruelty Abide for good life, I have to go now, it's already 7 am,

I run towards my orphan, as per that is only my home, that's what our gardian said, in no time in 20 min I reach out there, the woman come out to fake ablaze gaze at me, it was our gardian , my favourite person in whole Orphanage, lilavati Nayar,
As abreast of my own mother, I don't know who is my mother, but she didn't make any cross my mind like that, because she loves me like her own daughter, that's why I love her so much,

"Durga tum itne der kyu lagadi beti,"

( Durga why did you take so long daughter )

I can see worried for me, I usually comes back at before 7, so today get late, as Pooja worship didn't opened that time, today is Sunday that is why,

"Maa aap bhul gayi Aaj Sunday hai, esliye Mandir khula nahi tha, toh mandir ki bandit ji se chavi lene gayi toh late hogayi, maaf kar dijiye,"

( Mother, you forgot that today is Sunday, hence the temple was not open, so I went to get the key from Bandit ji of the temple, I am late, please forgive me. )

I said show my puppy eyes, and smooth smile at her, I know it was weakness of her, so this is a weapon for save myself from scolded by her,

"Haan tum toh bhagwan ji ki yaad me, magn ho jaati ho ab,"

( Yes, you are engrossed in the memories of God now. )

( magn means absorb )

"Maa aap Bina chalein, andar aap kuch bolne wali thi?"

( Mom, let's go inside, were you going to say something ?)

As I asked holding her shoulder both side put my chin on shoulder smile at her and kiss on right cheek, after a while, she smile patted my head before say something,

"Mera bachha ho tum sachme, woh tujhe dekhne ke liye ek ladka aa rha hai beti,"

(You are really my child, a boy is coming to see you, dear)

It was an absurdity, did she said yes,? No I can't leave her alone, I attached to much with her, like, I can't imagine being away from her, abstruse thought of in this matter, I always neglected it, because I don't want to marry, but I can't say no to her, soon it later , need to marry a man, create our own family, accompany to my partner in future, is this only girls do,
Abyss in the whole life, and my feelings are, not to make her sad, or disappointed on me dissemination say yes,"

"Maa, jaise aap kahe par aap bhi mere sath aaye na"

( Mom, as you say, but you also come with me )

I know her answer but to make myself confirm once again, do I really needed to leave her Like this,?

"Beti yaha meri zarurat hai, jab tum shadi karogi, toh tujhe akele Jana padega apne pati ke sath"

("Daughter, I am needed here, when you get married , you will have to go alone with your husband.)

"Par maa aap bhi aa sakti hai mana mat kijiye na, apne alawa mujhe koi nhi hai iss duniya me"

( But mother, you can also come, don't mind, I have no one else in this world except you.)

I know that I don't have any one except her, what should I do now in this world, I have attached such a deep relationship with, she is like mother, Accord of her blissful on me, until I die, and my most favourite bliss also I want,

"Beti harr ladkiyo ko apne Ghar chodna padta hai, taki apne khudke pariwar banane ke liye, mujhe pata hai tum bahut achhe se nibha logi hai na?"

( Daughter, girls have to leave their homes to create their own families, I know you will handle it very well, right? )

Why do only girls have to be left out? This is not just from today but has been going on for years. I remember everything my mother said, when a girl leaves her house and goes to another house, then how should one fulfill the place of a wife and as daughter in law, of their house, I knows everything about being wife and daughter in law, how to handle the house, and take care of them,
Not to take any accessary and abundant things running over my head, I think it's my time to fulfill my maa wish to get married, I hope, he will be good take care of me, and love me unconditionally, as I do,

I nod little, assured her I will do whatever she said to me, and went inside, take care of works, by the time of those days I have been try to accessibility the moments with my friends and with Anup chacha also, he is such kind and good human being,
With me, he always take care of me whenever I go for library to read something, I love reading, I firmly believe in bhagwat Geeta and Krishna ji ki story,

Let it be, right now I needed to get as maa said The boy is coming to see me,
To be honest, I am so nervous here, what if he's not good? And turn out to be bad? It is the reason why I always say no for marriage, but this time maa say he's is good and behaviour also, so I can think about it, let just see him first, then can decide right? Yes obviously,

*So today's episode end here,
Next episode come soon,
And if there is any mistake please forgive me for that, I will improve myself, I promise,
Dhanyawad ❤️