I'm tired, I'm exhausted
I'm in limbo
It feels like a suffocating bubble, one I can't seem to burst out from
I'm pleading with my mind to set me free but it smiles,
A smile so sinister it sends chills down my body
I'm terrified,
Of myself
It's disheartening to see myself becoming a shell
A void, a black hole
They ask if I'm alright
I smile and say that I am
I'm triggered,
By the things my mind conjures
So realistically unrealistic
I watch with my minds eye, a distorted reality
It is my reality
My pain
I'm tainted,
Painted a blood red
It swirls around my body
Dripping onto the floor
Whose blood is that?
Mine perhaps or another's
I'll never know
