solangleo (story plus later on smut)

is it wrong if I just wanna lock him in a cage

   (story chapter sorry loves. Hope your not mad. This is a kinda sad chapter but all will end well)

Wills POV:

   I stared down at him shaking. What had I done... I didn't mean to go that far I lost control. I got up since he was now asleep and went to the bathroom. × you know × a raspy voice said in my head. × he likes it rough, you should've seen him with the cyclops × "who's there?" I asked out loud. The voice sounded so clear like it was right by me but there was nothing. Then I realized. "get out I won't give myself to you" I said ×but you already did. × I heard him chuckle × why do you think you lost control so easily ×

  I started walking out of the cabin to go to Chiron. "You're getting out of me" I stated. × I'll just go to Nico again, and believe me he isn't strong enough to take me on again. × The sad part was... I knew it was true. I started to breathe heavily while I weighed both options. If I let him stay he'll be touching Nico and I could die then Nico would be killed... but if I get it out... Nico dies.. my chest started to hurt and I doubled over landing on my knees my breathing now rapid. × you better make your choice quick × I heard him say. Was he doing this? No...no it's a panic attack. I couldn't breathe but I locked the cabin door with what little strength I could muster.

  I lay with my back against the door and my legs out in front of me. My breathing was still rapid. I grabbed at my chest, I wasn't getting nearly enough air. My vision was starting to blur and my body shook. I can't let Nico see this at all...  × so you chose me hm?× "y...yes..." I muster out. ×Good Will, very good, Now... sleep × that was the last thing I heard before I drifted into darkness.
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  I don't know how long I was like that but I woke up before Nico did thank God. I blocked the voice for now. I need to deal with other things right now. Such as cleaning up Nico. It was just before dinner time so I needed to be quick since we didn't go out all day. I went to the bathroom and ran some warm water in the tub. He had just showered yes but he needed it after what I did to him. Don't get me wrong it was wonderful, I loved every second of it, the way he tried to move with me and would buck his hips. His moans that couldn't escape. Oh fuck, I did love every second of it but....it wasnt me. But fuck did I wanna lock his sexy ass in a cage and keep him for myself.

   I went to Nico and picked him up gently and walked slowly to the bathroom. "I'm sorry baby but I need to clean you up then we'll go get dinner okay?" I gently set him into the bath and he woke up with a start looking around rapidly with a gasp. Oh no... he was doing so well, I thought maybe I had it suppressed. He couldn't see me right now his eye movements were too rapid along with his breathing. I went to the small cupboard above the sink with a sigh as I pulled out a syringe and small bottle. He was thrashing around now.

   Well I guess he's missing dinner anyways. I gently pulled him out of the tub getting punched in the face a couple times. I growled but it wasn't me who growled. I had to be quick. I filled the syringe and managed to hold him still. This was a bad one. He was trying to speak but his breathing was too heavy and body movements were jerking also making it hard. I set the syringe down and pulled his head into my lap making him stay still as I grabbed the syringe slowly injecting the liquid into his neck. As I injected it his movements began to slow, his breath becoming calmer, his eyes finally focused on me.

   I stroked his hair and looked down at him as I pulled the needle out slowly. He whimpered a tear streaming down his cheek. "Your okay baby, just go to sleep, the hard part is over" his eyes stared into mine for a few more seconds another whimper escaping his lips before he drifted off to sleep.

    I dried him off and got him clean and then took him to a fresh bed laying him down in it, his body melting instantly. He looked so peaceful as he curled up in the fur blankets... I had to figure out a way to get this out of me safely and keep it away from Nico, I can't risk him getting hurt or killed ... And I definitely don't wanna see him go through this again.