Innocent

PT.40

His stomach ached

His stomach ached really bad

The pain was so familiar yet not so farmilliar

But it was bearable so he decided to ignore it while he browsed through his phone

He sauntered into the house, on his way to his room when his head collided with something hard but not had enough for him to consider it a pillar or a wall

He looked up from the screen of his phone and he was met with well...

You guessed right

Jungkook

An angry looking Jungkook for that matter

He had his arms folded to his chest, right brow poking upwards and his tongue playing twist and turns with his inner cheek

He looked directly into his soul and he didn't look like the Jungkook he knew before

Not at all

Recently, he noticed the changes in the other's actions

He just went from shy shy Jungkook to mean mean Jungkook

But wait wasn't that what he always wanted?

For the other to show other emotions than shyness?

And for the other to speak up?

Sometimes the way Jungkook acted made him confused

Very confused

One moment he was shy and another moment he just wasn't

And now?

Well now he looked like he wasn't

He tried to avoid the pang he felt in his heart when he saw the eyes the other watched him with

They were filled with emptyness

Not like how they were before

Not at all

The moments Jungkook acted like this it made him concider the fact that he lied to him when he said "I love you too"

Or maybe he was pushing too hard and left the  other no other choice than to say it back

Did he really push that hard?

He probably did

But he knew why Jungkook was doing all this

It was because of him

He cared so much for him that he was willing to sacrifice his obssesion and love

He knew Jungkook loved him

Even though he didn't show it anymore

"And where might you be coiming from at this hour"

Jungkook asked his with a slight scowl

"Jimin's place

I  spent the night there"

He responded while fidgeting with his phone in his hands

Suddenly the other's presence seemed intimidating

"And you didn't bother to inform me?"

He asked still keeping his composure

"I-"

He was about to redeem himself but Jungkook beat him to it

"I don't need your excuses

I just want to know wherever you are and whenever "

For a moment he felt fluttered at the other's words and the little butterflies erupted in his aching stomach

The feeling was hell

He wanted to know where he was ?

It meant he was concerned

He cared

But all those butterflies went down the drain when the other let out his words

"I don't want your parents calling to check up on you and suddenly you're nowhere to be found"

He said straight forward and turned to leave

It hurt Taehyung's heart that, that was the only reason why the other was concerned for him

Just for his parent's check up?

Nothing more?

It made him feel like some fucking baby he was fucking babysitting for money

"I'm not some baby you're babysitting hyung"

He said to the other's moving figure with clenched fists and jaws

"Yes you are"

He heard the other's response while he walked away to his room or office or wherever he was headed

And Taehyung was left all alone in the big hall with head ache and an aching stomach

His emotion were just messed  up and all over the place

He felt mad

He felt hurt

He felt sad

He felt very sad

He felt everything

And he also felt the droplets of fluid trickling from his hole to his inner thigh and finally soaked in his pants

Of course it had to happen now

Just perfect timing buddy

At least he knows he isn't getting pregnant from the previous night

Please feel free to leave behind  your comments on how you feel and what you think

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