Twinzies

Dreamland sucks

Not it. They weren't ready to fight and they didn't bother to look intimidating. Calum winked and I gagged and I couldn't figure this out. I was completely confused.

I got out of the car and next thing I know...

Luke Hemmings is kissing me. His lips were warm and soft and tasted of strawberries. He pulled away and smiled warmly at me and I felt my cheeks flush as the rest of the boys whistled and cheered. "I realized it was selfish of me to leave you and to only care about myself and how much of a dick I was for adding more pain to your life. I'm so sorry Abbs, I love you"

I woke up drenched in sweat and saw that it was 2:00 p.m. school had already started and I had dreamed the whole day away.

I knew that I still desperately wanted my best friend back even though I knew he was long gone. Also, apparently my crush on him hasn't completely died down like I thought.

I spent the day doing absolutely what every loser does. Video games. I am the video game champion and ever since I first moved here and Luke was my friend, Fifa became my favorite. But as soon as I pick up the controller I drop it and burst into tears. The last time I played this was with Luke. I just wish that he never became like this. I just...why does everyone hate me? Why am I the bad one? I look exactly like my sister. Is it because I'm smarter and their idiot brains are programmed to hate me? I dont even know. It's all because I had a small crush on my bestfriend. It's all because my friend was a dude. I dont get it. I also dont get how Luke and I went from inseperable to sworn enemies. I just dont get it. My school is filled with the biggest bunch of non-intelligent human beings on planet earth, i swear.

I just want him back.

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When my sister got back all she did was come into my room, look around and slam the door closed. Well okay wow, fuck you too. I decided to see what was wrong and walked into her room. She was sitting against the headboard of her bed and looked up at me from her phone.

"What is it?" She asked sounding snobbier than usual.

"What just happened?" I said crossing my arms.

"Okay well I was going to tell you something but than decided against it and left" I raised my eyebrows at her and motioned for her to continue.

"So I just cheated on my boyfriend and broke up with him so ya Ashton is completely irrelevant to my life now"

"Wait who did you cheat on him with?" I asked uncrossing my arms.

"Luke"

My mouth suddenly became dry and my throat closed up a bit. I opened my mouth to say something but no words came out so I closed it. My hands began to sweat and I just ran out of the room. I ran out of the house and I had no idea where I was running to but that doesn't matter. I don't know why but I was beyond angry and extremely sad and disappointed. To be honest I shouldn't be feeling this way. I shouldn't even care.

But I do.

I slowed down to a jog until I finally found a run down playground. I sat on this old rusty set of swings. I didn't know why I was mad but whatever. I took off my glasses and threw them on the ground. Me and my sister. My sister and I. We look exactly the same and you know what? I get all of this bullshit. I'm the better person. I know I am, because I know I have never thrown my sister under the bus and I am 100% positive that I make sure my actions don't upset my sister or her life. Does she care about me? No. If she did she wouldn't have cheated on Ashton with Luke. No. If she cared about me she wouldn't have become who she is now.

I saw something. No I saw someone walking toward me and guess who it was? It was Luke.

"Hey" he said sitting on the swing to the right of me.

"Hi" I said awkwardly. Why is he here?

"I know that there's a lot of shit going down in your life right now. And I know I'm one of the reasons for what's been happening lately and I'm sorry. It was just a mistake. I really like you and I know you really like me...will you let me, help you get through this?"

I wonder why he finally realized he missed me now. He was slowly starting to lean toward me and for some reason I was too. Next thing I know his warm, soft lips are on mine. The kiss starts slow and passionate but then speeds up until we both can't breathe.

"I really am sorry about what happened today Amanda" he whispered against my lips. And that's when I remembered my glasses were off.

He thought I was...

her.

(An: This is another extremely short update I'm sorry I haven't updated in forever. Ummm comment if you guys think I should continue writing this because I think the story is getting boring. Check out my other fanfics!!! Letting go is about to be updated and I really really like where the story is going. I have planned everything for it. Also check "My annoying little sister" if you haven't already. Vote if you want more updates!)