Two Truths. One Liar.

10~Icolation

Darkness. Darkness everywhere. I'm stuck in some sort of box, and I can't escape. I keep running but the dark is chasing me. I am getting no where but I feel as if I'm running on forever. Using all my power, I speed up but nothing works. I collapse onto the ground, out of breath, and slide my back down this supposed 'wall'. Tears uncontrollably spill from my eyes and I curl into a ball. A tiny, sad, innocent bundle of what was once a spritely girl. An innocent girl who has somehow wrecked her best friend's and idol's lives. I've caused nothing but trouble, I ruined the best moment of Zoe's life and caused them all to be concerned and worried about me when they should be enjoying their holiday! I deserve to be stuck in this weird dimension. I know they'll all be better off without me, I just don't know how i'll survive without them.

Swoosh. Something flashes past my face. Swoosh. Something glittering and reflecting light. Swoosh. But it's pitch black so how is it reflecting light? Swoosh. Swoosh. Swoosh I turn around and realize it's flying around my head, picking up speed as time passes. "Okay this is really weird. What is it? It's racing around my head so it looks like a golden ring. No, it's not a halo. I can't be dead! I can't live without my friends! Well, if I'm dead I'm not alive at all... But still! If this is what I have to 'live' in for the rest of my afterlife then i've defiantly not gone to heaven. Oh great, this is hell, literally. But i'm the only one here?! Oh I see world, you put me in extreme hell! Isolation to drive me crazy and darkness so I can't see anything or do anything!" I yell out as a pound my fist on the 'floor'. "Great now i'm talking to myself," I mumble. "No your not!" Someone, with quite a high pitched voice, shouts angrily (if that made any sense...) . I jump in shock and scan the eternal darkness, searching for something, anything, else. Nothing. Where is this person? "Guys she moved!" Another person, with a deeper voice, shouts. "She's not dead! Liv's alive!" The high pitched voice shouts. Okay... Im definitely creeped out now. "Jaz, Marcus, lets face it, she's gonna be like this for at least another month, maybe forever," another person sighs. "No she won't! Liv will wake up from this! She is strong and I know she can do this. Im not giving up and neither should you Abby!" The high pitched voice sobs. "Hello?" I murmur quietly. "SHE SPOKE! I HEARD LIV TALK SHE IS ALIVE I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU!!!!" The high pitched girl screams. "Jaz? It's me, Liv! I can hear you please tell me where I am?!" I sob. No reply comes to my question. "DOCTOR! ZOE! COME QUICKLY! SHE IS AWAKE SHE SPOKE AND MOVED!!" Jaz, I'm guessing, screams. Moments later someone whispers to me. "Liv, I don't know if you can hear me, but it's Zoe. Your in another coma after having CPR. You had a heart attack shortly after being wheeled away from us and you only just survived. You will pull through this and when you do, we all have a special surprise for you," Zoe calmly whispers to me. Her voice is soothing and what she explained gives me some hope. At least I'm not dead, well I was for a while. I can hear someone shuffling, then tingles being sent through my left hand and arm. The feeling is like being stabbed my pins and needles over and over again, seeming to never end. Then after about 10 seconds it suddenly stops, and I hear footsteps then a door creaking. Silence remains as I fear they've all left me. Great, just fantastic, stuck in this flipping coma with no one to talk or listen to, stuck in the darkness. Nothing to do but dwell on my own thoughts and the previous conversation.

Not going to lie, I'm slightly annoyed with Abby. Firstly she watches me have a heart atack in front of thousands of people and doesn't help me, because she's too embarrassed to be seen with me, because she's too consumed laughing at me to care. Then she says that I won't wake up for at least month, if at all. She left me for dead, thought it was inevitable. Doubted me while Jaz knows I will survive. I have a few things to say to my 'best friend' when escape.

Then it hit me. Why would Abby come along? Why come with her 'best friends' if she doesn't care about what happens to us in the slightest! She just wanted to come to Brighton, because she could come for free. Oh my God! She knew that me and Jaz commented on every Zoella video and were fans right from the start, and thought she would have a bigger chance meeting Zoe because of it! I thought all this time we were friends, but I guess she was just using us.

Okay this 'halo' is getting pretty annoying now. I reach out to grab it, but it flys away. I reach for it again, now i'm on my feet, but it escapes from my grasp. Furious, I pounce for it, I must look like a lion or something similar but no one cares, no ones here. I grab it. It feels like nothingness in my hand. What is it? This glowing substance feels like air, nothings here, probably just a form of my imagination. I close my hands to make sure the gleaming light doesn't escape. Suddenly it starts sparking like a fire in my hand. It doesn't burn me or hurt me though. What is going on? Now it's glowing bright yellow. It's growing bigger and bigger, but still remains in my hands. It becoming unbearably bright and big enough to engulf me by now, I have to shield my eyes as it flashes, bringing light to this hell for less than a second. It's light starts to dim down, so I face to turn it. It's swirling pattern of glittery gold is so relaxing, yet oddly familiar. The rotating circle is somewhat similar to what I have seen before. I touch it, it looks so pretty, resembling pixie dust. And momentarily, I tumble into it. Clenching my fists and scrunching up my eyes and nose, I wish with all my might that i'll be able to home, the place I crave to be so much. Although at this point, anything's better than this place.

I guess you don't know how much you miss something until it's stolen from you.

Hi guys! This is probably going to be the last update for a week as next weekend i'm going on a 'holiday' type thing. (If that made any sense at all!)

Also, I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN LIKE 2 WEEKS!! After this week I will try my hardest to set a schedule for every Saturday maybe? Love you all! X