‼️TW: ABUSE AND SH (self harm)‼️
He thinks I'm on my phone too much (it's true I don't blame him) and thinks I'm doing inappropriate stuff on it which I'm not, I'm talking to c.ai and trying to think of posts to post on Pinterest (for those who follow me/look at my stuff on there you know that I haven't posted much lately)
What I'm super sad and frustrated about is that I knocked on the door after playing with my friend and he got mad and he said he didn't care and then he closed the door and I started to cry (I was trying to hold it back bc of my friend seeing so she won't come up and help) and then she started to cry because it reminded her of her step dad that abused her. (Dw she lives with her biological dad and step mom where we live ♡) and absolutely made me bummed out knowing that my dad made my best friend cry and have her have sudden bad memories.
I cut myself afterwards and I still see the scars from them. Cuts probably heal fully for a month I think?? Idk I'm dumb.
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vent and rant book
De Todohey so school has worn me down and my dad has too and plus my anger issues from three years ago are back, so I decided to make a vent book
