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some small sad shmad Bill 🤭
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Bill hasn't had a very clear path on what to really do.
Specifically with romance and love.
Never has he really felt it, so he didn't even know how it'd feel.
Which is why he didn't know he loved Ford.
Sure, he always seemed so loveless and chaotic, but...
But what?
There was no but.
He was loveless and chaotic.
But not completely loveless.
He was just oblivious to the subject in general, so he usually just avoided it.
Unlike Ford.
At first, Ford did want a girlfriend, but it was usually for show. He didn't like anyone. It was just good to have a friend.
Bill filled that friend gap.
Fiddleford did, too, but Bill was different.
It was like Bill actually understood.
Bill was using him, sure, yet even after Ford found out and blocked him away, he still hung around.
Despite Ford's hatred, he stuck close.
Was that what his sick version of love was? Use someone to succeed in your goal and then stick around and end up keeping them to yourself until they love you back?
Saying it like that, Bill did see how sick it sounded...
But he didn't really care. He was sick all around, so who would it surprise?
Cupid, that's who.
That sure gave Bill a thought.
Could he just go up and ask Cupid if he was into Ford? Maybe, but he didn't want to.
How would he even be able to tell Ford how he feels if he did? "Hey, Sixer, I know I ruined your life and all, but I'm in love with you."
It was unclear of what to do. Sad, he wouldn't be able to confess because he knew Ford would either get mad or just be confused and turn him down.
So he never did.
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