LOVE (JJK X READER)

NINETEEN

☆Jeon Jungkook☆

I sit in the sofa sipping the wine while I stare at yn and jin hyung dance..

Yn seems pretty happy with him.. my grip around the wine glass tightened as I clench my jaw

I'm not jealous. I'm not.

But some part of me bothers me seeing her happy with anyone.. I keep the glass on the table and make my way towards them

I walk on the floor as the two looked at me "I'll dance with her" I say looking at jin hyung as he chuckles softly "sure" he moves aside.. yn looks at me with fear in her eyes

I gently hold her hand which is wounded as I put my other hand on her waist, she hesitantly puts her arms around my neck.. I pull her close to me, looking deep in her eyes "enjoying?" I ask leaning towards her

She moves her gaze from me to somewhere else.. I suddenly turn her around and again hold her back in place. She gasp.

I pull our body extremely close, moving our body together with the rhythm

Her body feels so good against me, her perfume makes me feel something different, her soft facial features can drive anyone crazy. I look at her scared face

I kinda feel bad how she was happy with jin hyung and how she is with me. Should I try to be nice?

I quickly let go of her and walk out of the party not wanting to talk to anyone.. what's wrong with me?? Why am I being like this.. I can't.

I just can't wait for an year to pass.

I take out a cigarette of my pocket as I light it up with the lighter which is always with me..

The night sky looks beautiful as the moon shine alone.. I start smoking the cigarette walking back and fro when I feel someone's hands on my shoulder, I look around to see jin hyung..

"The party isn't over yet" he says smiling softly "yeah I know I'm just trying to get some fresh air" I reply "fresh air?? while you're smoking??" He says "is there something you wanna tell?? Or talk about??" Jin hyung asks "nah there's nothing" I shrug off "alright. But I want to ask you something" he says "sure" I simply reply looking at him, as I throw the cigarette on the ground and crushing it under my feet.

"Are you happy with the marriage?" Jin hyung asks. I wanted to hide the fact that this marriage is temporary but guess not any more "what if I say... No?" I asked "that's your choice" he chuckles "I'm not happy with this marriage" I admit, folding my arms against my chest

"Clearly visible on how you act around her" he says sipping the bear from the can that he has in his hands. I nod. "Don't tell mom and dad cause for them we are happily married couple" I say as he nods his head looking at the ground

"So are you planning on staying with her forever??" Jin hyung asks "no. We'll have our divorce next year" I calmly admit. "I like her" jin hyung says bluntly. Looking straight at my eyes "you do??" I ask. An unknowing feeling rising in my chest when he said that

"Yes. Yes I do, she is gorgeous she is sweet, she is everything any man could desire for I don't know how but I fell in love with her. I guess it was like love at first sight?? You don't love her which means I can still meet her everyday right??" He ask with a shine in his eyes, my hands clench on the material of my coats "No. I..I mean do whatever you want but not infront of me" I make it clear "why?? Why would that bother you when you don't even like her??" He asks Looking at me

"I think we should go in it's getting cold" with that saying I walk away our shoulders brushed.

My eyes look for the particular figure. After a while of searching i notice yn with mom, I make my way towards her.

"Yn we should leave" I say as both the female looks at me "why son the party isn't over yet" mom says with a worried look "mom I'm really tired I want to go home and rest " I say looking at mom and then I glance at yn.. "Oh. Alright then you can go but yn can stay here a bit longer right she'll be lonely at home" mom looks at her and holds her hands not wanting her to leave.

"No she won't be alone. I need her too" I say maintaining a straight face "okay" her voice upset. I hold yn's hands and pull her close to me "bye mom" I say when she suddenly pulls my arms "oh wait jungkook" she calls my name like she suddenly remembered something "yes mom?" I ask politely "Thanksgiving is almost coming, me and your dad are going to Paris cause your grandparents want us to be there and specially they wanna see the newly weds so it's a humble request from us for you both to join us?" She pleads with her puppy eyes "I'm not free this weekend mom" I say trying to deny the offer.

"Please" she begs, "ahh fine alright" I agree, her eyes shone like the moon "thanks!! See you before the Thanksgiving eve we're spending a week there just to let you know" she told and left

A week??

Fuck. A long week

My hands still around her wrist, softer then usual.

We then walk outside to leave before anyone else stops us

We sit in the car the air between us gets thick almost as thick as I could taste it in my throat. God what's wrong with me.

I look towards her while she is fiddling with her fingers looking at her thighs as if suddenly her thighs are interesting.

Taking a deep breath I open my mouth and again close it refusing to talk any word

And suddenly all the things I did to her started hurting me, her wounds and everything it started hurting me

I turn on the engine and start driving, silence sprawled around us I kept on sharing glances on her a part of me wanted to comfort her today.

Is it because of the alcohol??

I've been a jerk to her but she doesn't deserve all this what was her fault anyway??

Spending a week with her is going to be dangerous for me.