LOVE (JJK X READER)

THIRTY

☆Shin Yn☆

After the wedding ends I go back home with taehyung whom I met on the way. He dropped me off, asking me where jungkook is I told him. But his expression didn't gave me quite of a good vibe. Is there something?

I change my clothes and step in my bed. Happy for my friend's marriage life while sad for my own, where I thought I'd have a normal marriage life with the love of my life. And where I'm stuck here with the man I barely know. What the point of living a life which is equal to hell?

It's been an hour or more laying in my bed with no sleep and just overthinking. I walk downstairs to take a sleeping pill, my head bursting with the extreme pain for I guess the alcohol. But I'm not high it's just I'm not quite good with champagne.

I take the pill and on my way upstairs the door click opens. I turn around to see ofcourse the familiar figure. Jungkook.

He looks up at me, regret feeling his eyes. My heart clenched sensing the wrong message. "You didn't sleep yet?" He questions slowly walking towards me "I was. About to" my voice low. My head blanks noticing the lipstick mark on his shirt and his face

A scoff leaves my mouth. "I hope the emergency is solved hmm??" I roll my hands against my chest now standing infront of my door. "Yn" he extends his hand to grab my hands but I slide back "don't touch me. Check this out there is 9 more months we'll part away so better maintain distance" my voice stern. Trying my best not to break. Telling myself I don't care

"Wait. Yn listen" I tries explaining. Why tho?? Why does he cares anyway "I don't want to okay??" I raise my voice, and leave.

Closing the door behind me tears spills out of my eyes. God why me??
Last night when it was all good I thought that would last. But-

Sob leaves my mouth

Jungkook bangs on the door, I dig my face in the pillow wanting to disappear from all these fucked up situations. He continues banging. Begging for me to listen, but I'll probably end up crying infront of him which I don't want to

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I pull myself off the bed, with my skin feeling rough with the tears dried on top of my cheeks. Goosebumps raise feeling the cold air hitting my skin. It's December afterall

I take a quick warm bath Changing into my work fit. I thought to take a day off but if I do ill probably be thinking all day long.

Grabbing the knob twisting it open. My heart skips a beat when I see jungkook laying on the floor curved in a ball. What the fuck is wrong with this man? One moment he's doing anything to win my heart and the another he doesn't gives a fuck about me.

The floor is freezing cold and he is laying with his coat over his body. His hairs falling onto his face, his lips forming a pout

"Jungkook" I call his name, I do it again a little louder when he flinches "huh?" Rubbing open his eyes his lips forms a smile "oh yn" he stands up

"What do you want?" I get straight to the point. Okay fine I'll listen to him one last time cause he stayed out for a chance to talk.

"Yn listen it's not what you think okay I'll explain everything. I swear just give me a chance" he joins his hands infront of me "5 minutes is all you got" he aggressively nods

"So she told me that she needed me that she was stuck in a problem. I decided not to go but then she begged me so I decided to go. I swear I didn't wanted to leave you at the wedding venue alone. And when I went to her place she opened the door taking me to her room she closed the door and tried getting intimate with me I pushed her but she tried forcing, I threatened her that if she ever does anything like this I'll do something inappropriate. She stained me with her lipstick but I didn't knew it was there. Trust me I had nothing like that in my mind when I left the venue. I just wanted to spend my time with you. Trust me. Please" he explains in speed of I don't know what but at this point I don't know weather to trust him or not.? Should I??

"Done? Now I'll go for work"

"But the lunch?" He stops me

"I don't wanna go anymore" I shrug and walk away. I don't care if he's hurt I need to be heartless now being kind will only break me.

He runs behind me "hey. Hey wait" he slides infront me "please let's go out?? Please??" He gives me his puppy eyes, I roll my eyes at him "enemies don't eat together?" My voice sarcastic

"Yeah? But enemies make love don't they??" He raises an eyebrow making my cheeks flush

"okay fine I'll go with you"

"Go with me where?"

"At your work place" I frown, why the fuck will he join me he's probably crazy right now "jeon stop" my voice sounding annoyed. I hope he knows I am. "I won't. Till you agree to go out with me" I glare at him, he smiles with a pout

"Ughh fine!" I turn around and enter my room closing the door behind.