Minsung Oneshots

Same way

Lee know got in a car accident and died on the spot. Jisung took it the hardest way possible

Jisung had started having panic attacks and it was hard to calm him down. He cried for weeks when those news got to him.

He stopped eating and drinking. He started to smoke again he knows he promised lino that he wouldn't do that again but thats the only way to cope.

Before minho he smoked and did that illegal shit. And when he saw minho and minho told him he doesn't like men who do illegal shit so jisung changed for. Only for minho(who wouldn't)

Ever since han lovers death day felix has been trying to take care of jisung but always got screamed at or pushed out of the apartment.

He even begged jisung to let him in and for him to eat. He told his group and they all tried to help but nothing worked. They all hoped it will become better.

I only got worser. Jisung got diagnosed with depression, anxiety and eating disorder. He promised minho he wouldnt ruin himself but theres nothing there to keep him living the others didnt matter to jisung.

He did love the others but not enough. He feels so empty and lonely. He just want's minho so badly. It's too hard for him. When life got hard lino always took care of him and gave advice.

But he's gone now. No one knows how to help. They tried their best.

Life was too hard but he promised he would wait until linos death day. He was an idol and everyone started hating and blaming jisung for it none of the member never got to calm jisung down and jisung didn't let anyone near him.

The feeling when the people you love turn their backs on you and start blaming u even tough they don't know it only makes things harder. Everyone you loved is just.... gone.

He quitted being an idol and went to work at a cat cafe. The place minho loved the most. The place they first met. Their first date. Their first kiss.. .

Jisung one day came across a medium and went to ask her if she can see someone with him. He was eager to know.

He hopes minho isn't looking over him just to see a disappointment to everyone.

The lady Gongnyum said "yeah there is a boy with brown hair and brown eyes. Really pretty too. "He told me hes been with you ever since he died. And that he isn't disappointed in you. Don't blame yourself. Please move on for me." Thats all minho had to say even tough it hurt badly. "What is he to me?""Your his boyfriend. The love of your life. Your first in everything." Jisung just gave the woman 50€ and ran out crying.

'It''ll be better for everyone if im gone'.

He saw a place where a man can put you in the dead world for a day. And jisung went there. He's gonna see minho again after 3 years.

They never got to say the last goodbyes and i love yous.

The man put him into the dead world and he saw minho right away. "Minho i missed you so damn badly" said jisung while hugging minho tightly and crying like a baby.

Minho held him close too and told "I'm here baby I'm here. I've been always next to you. I don't hate you and i never will. Even when everyone blames you. ill never blame u." They went to sleep while cuddling.

Jisung was the one who cuddled him tightly and always said 'i love you so much'. After that experience he started missing minho more. The warmth and the comfort he gave. Everything.

Jisung waited until it was minhos death day he went and put minhos favourite flowers on his grave "I'll be there soon... i promise.

He went home and the clock hit the time minho died jisung slowly took a knife and stabbed himself took the knife out and slit his wrists.

Felix misses him alot. But he knows minho will be there to take care of him. He will protect sungie.

Jisung died(obviously) and went back to minho. He's home again. He found his peace. The comfort. The human heat bag. His love of the life.

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