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"You're not gonna eat it?" Jisung nodded as he gave the pink donut to his blonde friend. "I don't have any appetite, Lixie. You can eat it." He smiled tenderly at the taller boy, making him beam up. The blonde one started to chew on the donut he had bit as soon as he'd taken it. Seungmin was looking outside of the window, not caring about the other two's stupid conversations. Jisung had noticed it, everybody around him was slowly changing. Actually, not changing but getting deeper with their feelings. Even he was.

Seungmin was always like this but after school started, he had talked less and less. That gave Jisung a comfortable silence for him to think about things. He of course kept worrying about him but, his priority was himself. He would look at that matter for another time. And since Felix was almost always with the long-haired boy, he was the one who visited them instead. Just like Minho had been doing for Jisung.

The blonde boy ate the last piece as he got on his foot, making the other two turn at him. He chewed and blocked his mouth with his hand, "Sorry, guys. I promised Hyunjin for something." The others just nodded, but the only one who got a smile on his face was Jisung. Felix turned around with a wave and went out, almost running.

Jisung had to ask, he felt like he was being left behind. He turned to Seungmin who was continuing to his gaze. He wanted to know what he was looking at and tried to follow his gaze. But it seemed like nothing. Since he could see the pink building from the window, he bowed slightly after checking if anyone was watching. His gaze went towards the park again. "Thank you, old and drunk man."

Jisung looked at the puppy boy from behind one last time, he didn't seem especially sad. But he looked like he had no fucking interest in anything at all. Jisung poked him a little and Seungmin turned to him instantly, "What?". Jisung smiled and shook his head, "Nothing. I just want to ask if they are going out now." Seungmin sighed and turned all of his body to the younger, "Not yet. It seems that they couldn't get out of that phase." Jisung hummed, "If Felix is not comfortable, then he doesn't have to do anything!" He smiled innocently. Seungmin didn't say anything else and turned to his desk again. It was so obvious that he didn't give a shit. Jisung wanted to know the reason for it. Or how it exactly felt. Was it like he had died? Because he was acting like a ghost and it seemed it would bother him if the others didn't let him be.

Since the last time he saw Minho, Jisung was feeling more comfortable. He had seen Minho on the way again, always doing the same. With Changbin guy or that girl, he smiled tenderly at them. And even though Jisung was so sure Minho was noticing him, their gazes didn't meet. Jisung didn't put any special effort into doing so. But he felt a need to hold down, he was confused. It felt good at that time but when he started to think about it, it seemed weird.

It was weird how he accepted it so easily. It was weird that he looked into it and not intimate at the same time. He even dirty-talked with him, telling him to let it out. It was almost like he had changed so much that Jisung couldn't recognize him. But it was probably a side that he didn't know about Minho. And it fucking confused him. He needed time to think about his other surroundings for a while. Oh, but his smell, the warmness of his body, and his voice, everything was the same as before. Same as Jisung loved.

However, there were so many things that were not the same. He put a hold on his anger and just thought about it. Minho wasn't coming to him with little surprises anymore. Minho wasn't walking him home. Minho wasn't giving him compliments and hugs. Minho wasn't giving him any more visits. Minho wasn't even smiling at him. Minho wasn't even looking at his fucking way anymore. Minho would be long-gone from his life, if it weren't for Jisung's deep feelings.