her terror, and fear
and how much she
felt whenever she
went anywhere, was
indescribable. the noises
made her what to scream.
the fact that she could
make noise made her
want to die.
but the stupid hospital
saved her, even after
she swallowed an entire
bottle of pills.
the sound of her swallowing
the pills, and the sound of
the pills clicking together
in the bottle, still
haunt her nightmares.
she's dying, the noise is
killing her.
but she couldn't be dying
anymore.
she's already dead.