Thomas brodie Sangster imagines book 1

Until death do us part (SAD)

I'm sure it says it all in the title but if you don't like reading about people dying DON'T READ THIS

I walked through the hospital doors.  Thinking of what horrors that I would see in such a state he was in.  Tears threatened to escape but I didn't let them, I wanted to be strong...for him.

I stood outside his hospital door slowly turning the door knob revealing machines beeping every now and then.  A drip the hung of his wrist and a nasal canella in his nose giving him the oxygen he needs.  His pale bold head shining in the light above him as his sallow skin looked like he was a ghost.  His family standing around him, Tasha was crying and mark was trying to comfort her. Dylan was there staring into the distance seeing tears escaping.

I sat beside his bed taking his hand in mine.  I looked down at the tiled floor until I felt his hand grip mine. I snapped to his face seeing him smile slightly.  He stirred a bit facing my face,  Everyone looked at him in sadness but with smiles full of sympathy.  I just stood there staring into his eyes trying so hard not to cry but couldn't hold my tears any longer.  They just fell one by one.  I whimpered staring straight down at the floor closing my eyes tightly so no more tears could fall.

His hand left mine and lifted my chin to see his face, I just whimpered and sobbed.  But no matter if he hurt or if he was in pain he still smiled.

I jumped up and hugged him tightly, he wrapped his arm around my waist and kept one hand caressing my head buried in his neck.  I bawled my eyes out in his neck as my breathing was uneven.  I began to speak so he knew how much I love him, how much I wanted to stay in his arms forever.

"It's ok...It's ok", I whimpered

I breathed in getting all the air in my lungs "It's ok...your perfect",

I exhaled all my sadness exchanging it with affection "I'm only yours",

"Your my first love...hmm", I smiled pulling away so I could see his face, grazing my hands and fingers over his face  "The first person I ever loved..." I shook my head slowly breaking down. Putting one hand over my mouth as my voice came out as whispers "The person I love is love".

I took in a hitched shaken breath "I love you".  "I love you Thomas...", Thomas was on the verge of tears as his family and friends shed tears.  I covered my face with my hands as cries escape my mouth. Thomas removed my hands off my face putting both his hands on my face as his eyes were welling up with water. "I love you too..."Thomas spoke his voice cracking on the last words and he smiled.  It looked so real.  so genuine.

I smiled back with tears still dripping leaving clear streaks down my cheeks.  He leaned up and grabbed my face with both hands kissing me so passionately.  I felt all my worries wash away.  water still dripping from my face but I would never regret this day.  Never regret this moment right here right now.

We pulled away and I just nuzzled in his neck, he laid back on the bed taking me with him I just looked into his eyes putting  my right hand on his left cheek.  He chuckled coughing straight after.  It was a chesty cough.

I sat up as he began gasping for air.  Nurses came rushing in surrounding him getting the oxygen mask and putting it over his face.  The nurses were pushing me out of the way to the back. i tried looking over to what was going on but I couldn't see anything.  I only heard him gasping in air every now and then which made me think.

I hate seeing him in pain...Even though I love him so much...I don't want to see him hurting.

The nurses began escorting us all out of the room.  I fought screaming and pushing my way through, then Dylan grabbed me from behind dragging me out of the room.  

The door was slammed shut before I could back get up "NOOOOO...LET ME IN...PLEASE", I screamed at the door banging it till I had no more energy...

"please...", my voice was barely heard I just cried leaning my arms on the door with my fist's clenched.  *BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPP* the noise echoed through the halls.  

My tears stopped...my crying quietened...my body felt limp

my head dropped to my hands.  I felt and emptiness.  Like part of my heart chipped off...

Nothing broke us apart

but Until Death Do Us Part...