Chapter 4

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Gareki's POV

I awoke to someone patting my head gentlely. Their hand was warm almost like when its cold out and your griping a hot chocolate mug for warmth. I opened my eyes to see Yogi staring straight at me, his face practically inches away from mine. His blue and purple eyes seemed to stare into my soul letting it know that everything was alright and would always be alright with him around. It felt like i could stay this way forever but denying that fact i quickly pushed him away.

"Get off me!" I yelled trying to mask the feelings i didnt understand. A startled Yogi fell to the floor clearly embrassed though i had no idea why. "Im sorry! Im so sorry! I just.. i was trying to wake you up.. i didn-" "Oh just forget it i was just surprised thats all." I intervened cutting him off and not allowing him to finish his sentance. "So i take it we've arrived?" I asked while standing up to gather my things.

Yogi looked at the ground his face getting redder by the second. "Yeah... we arrived a few minutes ago.... I'm so sorry... you hate me don't you.." I looked at him strangely wondering why he thought this was such a big deal then suddenly tears started to run down his face. I knew that Yogi cried a lot mostly over stupid stuff too but this was different he genuinely was crying and before i knew it i had pulled him tightly into an embrace.

Yogi's POV

All the emotions just flooded out of me at once. I couldn't control them any longer. There i was crying on the shoulder of the person who caused all this emotion. Earlier i had almost kissed him i couldnt believe myself he probably wasnt even gay, gosh i feel so stupid. He probably just was hugging me because wanted me to shut up sooner.

I pulled away wipping my eyes and heading straight into the cockpit where my stuff was located before he could say a thing. I slumped into one of the seats, the sheep that was driving had already left to go scout the area. There i sat thinking when something occured to me: Gareki always rejects my hugs and in no way has he ever even attempted to hug me. This fact shocked me. Was there a chance, even a small one that Gareki actually liked me!? Should i tell him?

Ever since i had met him i had felt different torwards then everyone else. At first i just thought it was because he was a new person aboard airship two who wasn't some boring business man, but after a while the feelings grew even stronger. I thought they would have at least gone away after he left for the academy but all that happened was my heart shattered and my happiness plummeted into my feet. That was when i realized i did love him and i couldn't mistake it any longer. But he was gone and all i could do was wait, wait for the day he would return to my life. About a month ago i recieved a message from Hirato telling me to meet him in the lobby, he didn't say why just that it was important. There he was the person I'd waited for for over 3 years. He didnt look all that different except a little taller with a slightly deeper voice. His lips curved into a small grin that made my heart flutter, and it was then i knew that someday somehow he would know, before he leaves me again.

I thought over the promise i had made to myself back then knowing that by the end of this mission he would know the truth, Gareki would know my feelings no matter what he says, otherwise i swear i might explode....

Please give me your fedback and suggestions on this story. You like it? Yes? No? Do you want me to get them to admit their feelings soon? Thanks for reading!! - Knight :D

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