What We Used To Have

Chapter 6

(Sophomore year)

Logans Pov

I left Abby in the classroom feeling like a complete dick. I cant believe I did that but it had to be down I needed to cut her lose so I wouldnt take her down with me.

Abby and I have been best friends since we were five and I completely ruined it buy not only my harsh words.  Abby means everything to me but after my awful summer I realized if I stay with her, it wont end well.

I have been in-love with Abby since the moment I understood the meaning of what love was at the age of 12. I always thought it was wrong to love your best friend but then I realized its not. You cant help what you feel for a person.

As I walked to my next class an announcement went off on the speakers "Remember boys football tryouts are tomorrow at three" Maybe this could be something I try; football has always sparked my interest but I never went through with.

I continued walking to my next class. When I walked, I noticed I had got there early. I took a seat in the way back. Students started to roll in and so did the teacher. I noticed Abby was not here yet and I also knew she had this class meaning she was late.

Ten minutes have gone by and she is still not here. The teacher was talking about the requirements for the class and all the students looked like they could have cared less.

Two minutes later Abby finally decided to show up. Her eyes and face were all puffy from crying and guilt had hit me like a truck.

"Your late young lady," said the teacher

"Sorry I was at the nurse not feeling well" she told the teacher

"Well do you have a late pass" for Pete sakes its first day lady

Abby handed her the pass.

"Go on have a seat next to Mr. Gray". The teacher ordered

"Shit" I muttered

I saw Abbys physically tense.

She walked over to the desk and sat down without looking at me.

"Okay class youre going to be doing an icebreaker with the person next to you." The teacher said

Great just great.

"You have to the rest of the class to work on this"she mentioned

I cannot work with Abby.  "Sorry Abby but I cant"I thought. I shot my hand up.

"Can I work with Someone else; I really prefer not to work with someone like Abby" From the corner I saw Abby look at me.

"No Mr. Gray, whatever squabble you have with Miss. Bloom put it aside I dont have time for this" I scowled.

I pulled out my notebook and turned my desk to Abby. She wouldnt even look at me. Abby, we need to this lets go. I heard her sniffle and turn to look at me. My heart shattered seeing her this way but I had to shove all these feelings down.

"Oh, come on Bloom get over it we knew this was coming to an end" I said

"I honestly didnt" she cried.

"Well, thats too bad, lets get this over and done with". She just shook her head

I could see the tears on her paper as she wrote. They kept flowing down her cheeks.

The bell rang. Before Abby got up, she tripped over her seat. I held out my hand to help her up. She looked at me with a glimmer of hope. As she got up, she wiped her tears away.

"Thank you, Logan," she whispered

"Yeah, dont get used to it" I said in a curt tone

She just stared at my and started crying again.

"Why are you being like this I just dont understand" She cried out

"I told you why what dont you understand" I sneered

"I- "her words were coming out broken

I didnt even let her finish I just walked out. I was leaning against the wall waiting for her to leave.

As she ran out the class I just stayed there and did nothing. All I felt was the tear running down my cheek.

Im sorry Abby its better that you hate me because cant give you the love you deserve but that doesnt mean I will ever stop loving you.

Authors Note:

Flashback in Logans Pov YES!

I promise there is character development

Logan Loves her aww

What happened in the summer?

Question: Whos your favorite character so far

Mine is Jordan

See you next chapter!!!