What We Used To Have

Chapter 14

Sophomore Year

(Logans Pov)

Watching Abby leave class in tears made my stomach turn. When the teacher told Eli to go check on her, I was upset because usually that was me but things were different know. When they both left the teacher looked at me and just shook her head.

When the bell rang, I headed to my locker. All of a sudden, I felt someone shove me.

"What the fuck" I yelled

"How could you do that to her huh?" I recognized it was Eli

"I told you to mind her business" I pushed back

"No, it is because you hurt someone I care about" He poked my chest. Before I could get a word in, he stopped me.

"Listen I dont know what crawled up your ass but listen here. You really hurt like bad and I dont have any clue why you would. Do you understand how much she cares about you? How much love the girl has for you?" he asked in a harsh tone

I just stood there and let him yell at me.

"Abby is a great person. She is a caring friend and loves a lot of people. So why would you go and fuck it all up?"

"Its none of your business" I sneered. I had no other answer for him. I was no way in hell telling what was really going on.

"I hope you get over yourself because she cares to much about you to lose you" I took a step close to him

"Listen here all I know Is that Abby is better off without me and needs someone else to look out for her. I will only hold her back". He just shook his head.

"Whatever you say man" with that he walked away.

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School was finally over

I walked through my front door and straight to my room. My mom was not home she was still working her shift at the hospital.

When I got to my room, I noticed Abby in her room. She was leaning against the door. She was shaking. I assumed she was crying. God Im such a dick.

In that moment it was like she knew someone was watching her. She looked up to her window and spotted me. She quickly wiped her tears away and got up walking towards the window. She opened it and spoke.

"I dont know why you decide to hate me all of a sudden but Im letting you know Im not giving up on us". She sniffled

"Give it up Abby. I want you the hell out of my life stope trying and take the hint. You are not wanted anymore by me". I sneered.

She flinched back.

"What if I dont?"

"Then I will make you regret it" with that I slammed my window shut a closed my curtains.

I laid on my bed and stared at the celling and started to cry.

Its better this way Abby that way I dont drag you down and you wont have to deal with me and my darkness.

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Authors Note:

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