21 Days

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Dear people, book & any kind,

Don't we all feel some pain of some sort.
Sometimes everything is too much and we hide ourselves behind a ‚smile', I'm sure you relate to that as well.

A bad day at work, a customer being totally disrespectful.
A bad day with your family, mother or father is yelling yet again even if u did everything so perfect.
A bad day with your friends, them making fun of you or slowly letting go of you.
And lastly a bad day with your partner, your partner treating u like some shit he just wants to go on at. They tell you that you can't do anything good, behave different with others, don't check up on you, but when it comes hard to hard they put their own emotions and feelings on you and expect you to help them even tho your own self is falling apart and u just can't do anything but help. You help them and what u get in the end is not even a thank you, it's "everything is because of you" you didn't do anything but exist, you just exist.

Why is this world so cruel to us. What did we do. Do we all have to suffer, if u are sad all the time u are called "weak" , "emo" or even "depressed one".
What is so wrong with being sad ? What is so wrong to feel like you're not enough.

Sometimes I wish people could see the way they are affecting others with their actions.

If we look at our parents, are we all happy ?
Some of our dads left us at a very young age with trauma, they think beating their child up is therapy, no it is not. Parents try to heal their own pain by giving their children the same treatment they got. Why are they repeating the mistakes, why are they creating a circle full of trauma.

Sexual abuse, oh how I hate bringing that up. I mean I was 11 or 13. I can't remember, the only thing I remember is that the day it happened disgusted me so much that I was afraid of boys, men.

Why do they take us girls, women for granted. We are human beings, we cry, we laugh, we smile, we fall and we stand back up again. We all deserve a Prince Charming, we all deserve someone who's going to make us special, but why do some boys treat us that way. We didn't do anything wrong, we just want to love and feel loved.

Women tend to be in a constant state of mind, they cannot relax their brain and have to worry about every little thing outside and with the man they love they tend to just relax, their mind turns into a relaxed phase and all they can think about is, I'm safe with him.

What else can I say, this is my first day writing this.
I just hope that every single person reading this in the future or somehow in any time will not suffer.

I wish every human being on this earth the best, best future and the best health. No one deserves to suffer and if you do, don't suffer in silence.

After every dark tunnel, there comes a bright light. Just look for the exit, love.

See you tomorrow.