After school cleaning :33

In love x33

I slowly woke up groaning a bit as I open my eyes slowly meeting up with a sleepy Suguru.
My eyes are wide open at the sight, he looked so calm and beautiful. I would end up feeling bad waking him up, he just looks so cute asleep.
I stand up from my chair causing to make noise. I have woken up Suguru.
"You're awake." Suguru said half asleep, his eyes still closed.
"Yeah, time to go." I smiled as I got closer to him. He opened his eyes meeting with mine. He was stunned for a bit of how close I was to his face.
"Did you sleep well?" I said teasingly.
"Did you?" Suguru answered teasing as well.
"You were the first to fall asleep, Satoru." He said my name is a mocking way and I just laughed at his tone.

We both headed outside the school, it was about to get dark. For how long was I out? Anyway, it doesn't matter what happened at least I knew I was with Suguru. I smiled to my self.
"What are you smiling at?" Suguru caught me smiling at my thoughts. I look back at him and I smile more.
"𝘠𝘰𝘶."
He stared at me amused for a second and then he sighed.
"Sometimes I just can't understand you." He sighed and caught up with my pace. I just smiled again.

Being with Suguru and talking to him makes me feel safe, makes me feel complete, makes me feel 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙. I can't imagine a day without him, without his voice, without his face, with out his laugh, without how he is, with how he cares about me even if I annoy him.

𝙎𝙪𝙜𝙪𝙧𝙪 𝙞𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚.

We arrived to the street where we went our separate ways to our houses. We said good bye to each other and see you next time. I hope we never come to a forever goodbye. Sometimes I think it will someday come, but I know it's not true. But also there's a saying that, "𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧." I would kill anything or anyone that will separate me from my best friend, 𝙢𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙.

I arrive to my house tired, although I took a nap maybe because of the walking. I headed to the restroom and started to fill up the tub. Once the tub was full I started to take off my clothes and got inside the tub full on warm water. It was so relaxing, I closed my eyes trying to relax and put my mind blank.

I started to daydream, I was alone with Suguru. I was laying in a bed and Suguru was next to me reading a book. I moved my head to look at him. He catches my movement and smiles and leans closer to.... 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨 𝙢𝙚.

I jump up from the tub, waking up from my daydream. I blush red at what I was thinking. I look down and I caught my self in a embarrassing sight. 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝.
Crap what do I do now? How can I get this thing down? I think to my self, but the only option that crosses my mind is to jerk off. I sigh to my self, just a little rub and release that's all.
I groan to my self not wanting to do this but my body was screaming for it. I grab my erection and started rubbing slowly, embarrassed at what I was doing. After a few rubs it started to feel good.
"Ah..."

"Mhm..."
I close my eyes and Suguru shows up again. I blush as I feel a strange sensation electrifying my body. Suguru was jerking me off. I couldn't control my moaning, he was so perfect.
He smiled at me and got down to my dick starting to suck it.

"Ahh..."
"S-Suguru...."
"A-ahh-"
"Ngh...Suguru..."
His lips, his warm mouth, it was just too much for me. I couldn't hold it anymore. I feel Suguru stop and I open my eyes to see his face close to mine and he whispered to my ear.
"𝙁𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙢𝙚, 𝙎𝙖𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙪 𝙂𝙤𝙟𝙤."

I opened my eyes waking up from my daydream. I look at my hand. It was covered in cum. I stared at it for a moment and then washed it off. I was so embarrassed even tho I was home alone. I can't believe I just jerked off thinking of my friend.

Was I falling for him? Am I falling in love?
What are making me feel these emotions?

𝘏𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴.

I need to find out what's wrong with me.