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"Ohh bitch I missed you so much" Stacy said as she hugged me.
"You saw me yesterday Stacy" I said chuckling.
" Yeah yeah whatever" she said as she waved her hand.
" Come on let's hurry up Kevin is waiting downstairs" she said handing me a red silk mini dress.
" I'm almost done just need to add some makeup" I said running to my room.
"Let me help you I'm already done"
I sat on the corner of my bed as she did my makeup.
After she was done I wore the silk dress and high heels.
"Now we're ready to go" Stacy exclaimed.
....
The club that we went to was booming.
Luckily for us the was no line.
There were sweaty bodies everywhere.
People dancing around and having no care in the world.
Ahh now this is life.
We went to the bar to get some drinks.
I don't know how many drinks I had but I was already drunk.
And I knew I wouldn't stop drinking until I have a blackout.
Because for me that was the limit.
I kept dancing and swinging my hips to the beat.
I didn't even know where Stacy was and I didn't even care. She's old enough to take care of herself.
I felt my bladder getting heavy.
Gosh I need to pee.
I made my way to the bathroom and there was a line so I had to wait for my turn.
Finally it was my turn .
I went to the bathroom to relieve my bladder. I passed two girls doing cocaine on the basin. I've always wanted to do it.
So after I was done peeing I approached those two girls.
"WhatsApp" I greeted them and they both smiled looking at me.
Thy looked young maybe 15 years or something but I didn't care about that.
I asked them for some cocaine and they agreed.
....
My heard felt fuzzy.
I didn't know where I was going or I was with.
All I remember was the stinging pain I felt when when I sniffed the cocaine.
And I remember leaving with those girls.
And then nothing.
I don't know who is holding my hand but I didn't care.
The feeling I was feeling was too good.
I was sweating, I could feel my hair sticking to my face.
I looked to my left and saw a guy driving and the two girls were at the back kissing.
I still had no idea where Stacy was or where my cellphone was.
The car suddenly stopped causing me to jolt forward.
I giggled at the force.
We stopped at a church.
A church?
The smile quickly faded as I stared at the boy.
" What the hell are we doing here?" I asked.
"We are here to celebrate our youth" one of the girls said before they both got out of the car.
"We are actually here to spray paint the walls, are you down for that?" The guy asked.
" Aren't you scared of being caught?"
"Even if we get caught they'll probably pray for us or something" he got out of the car too.
Honestly I was scared.
This felt too wrong and I didn't want to do it.
But at same time I wanted to do it.
Somehow I thought it would fill this void part of my heart.
This could be revenge.
For all the pain I felt.
I took a deep breath and got out.
I found them waiting for me at the gate.
"Took you long enough" the guy said before they all got in.
House of Prayer was written in bold.
I followed them in as we made or way inside.
I wonder why they still keep church doors opened at all times.
The girls took out too bottles of spray paint and began spraying.
The guy gave me one and too one for himself.
I stared at mine still contemplating whether or not I should do this.
An image of my parents flashed through my mind and took the bottle and began spraying.
The paint was a red colour.
I wrote all different kinds of curses and signs.
After I was done I stepped back to admire my work.
I grinned mischievously.
But I still felt empty.
I still felt the void space inside of me.
"Heyy?!!"
Before I could even register what was happening I felt someone pulling me with them and running away.
Someone was chasing us we were caught.
We got inside the car and drove off but before we drove off I saw the man chasing us.
I couldn't clearly see his face but I had this feeling that maybe this isn't the last time we meet.
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