ALESSANDRO

mixed feelings

Alessia's pov

I looked at him in a hateful but sadness look in my eyes. He looked like a disaster, his hair is messy, he has the first 2 buttons of his white shirt up and his sleeves rolled up. He looked worried but guilty.

"Al? I'm sorry" he said in a hurtful voice. I was at the edge of breaking down. No one ever touch me as a child but that one story in the back of my head haunting me. The voices running through my mind, the feelings being repeated and the actions never left my head.

"Al please I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt u like this" he said holding my hands in his, looking at me while I just stared down at the floor. "Leave me the fuck alone cagna" I said heading near the bed, sitting on the floor with my back resting on the side. My legs close to each other as I rested my arms on my knees and placed my head in between my hands.

He left then came back with pillows and a blanket, sitting on the floor next to me,he placed the blanket around us and the pillow behind my head.

"If u're not gonna answer me or forgive me then I'll stay by ur side all day all night till u do." He said getting comfortable with his position. I refused to say a word to every question he asked till he stopped talking. I looked up to see him sleeping on my shoulder.

That was adorable I gotta admit but it doesn't hide the fact that he placed bruises on my wrist, even though he didn't meant to do it. I already forgave him but I'll play that game for a while.

God he's so beautiful, I can't help but admire him as he sleeps on me. Seconds later I fell asleep.

I woke up in his, turning around I saw Alessandro sleeping on the couch in his room. I ignored him and went to take a shower.

After I rinced my head, I realized I didn't have my shampoos here. All there is was Alex's stuff.i didn't had a choice so I showered with his shampoos.

After I got out, I thought there would be extra towels but guess what? No. There was nothing but his towel and another big one, I guess those will do.

I got out feeling fresh as I dried myself heading towards the dressing room. I didn't have any single piece of woman clothing in this house, unfortunately I had to borrow from Alessandro's closet.

I don't think he'll mind me borrowing some clothes right? I thought to myself for some minutes before I went in to take a look.

I found a big hoodie and thought it be a good idea since it's double my size and covering till my knees. It was big but it's fine, at least I'm wearing something.

As I left the room, I got lost in the hallways. I was walking to every possible room there is in front of me, admiring every painting on the walls.

I smelled pancakes not far from there, I was starving so I followed the smell till it leads me to the kitchen. I found the one and only Alessandro Ferrari cooking pancakes for breakfast. He looked attractive.

Oh please shut up, he's my kidnapper and enemy. I hate him anyway.

He noticed me walking around the kitchen then looked at me from head to toes with an emotion I couldn't explain. "Is that my hoodie?" He asked raising an eyebrow, pointing the spoon at it.

"Yeah. About that I hope you don't mind" I replied shyly and slightly embarrassed. "It looks good on you" he said as he turned and looked away. "Thanks" I said as I sat on the counter playing with my legs.

"Did you shower?" He asked again. "Yeah, also about that I hope you don't mind, I used your shampoos and stuff, also your towel" I said staring at the floor , fidgeting with my fingers.

"Come here" he orders as he took my hand and turned me around and moved me closer. My heart skipped a beat, he was so close to me that our chests were against each other's.
He placed one hand on my lower back and the other used it to cook.

He placed his head on the crook of my neck where his lips and nose bearly touched. I was already red and sweating. The tension between us making my heart race. I froze in my place, not moving an inche.

"Mm you smell so good princess" he said as he rested his head on my shoulder."that's your smell"I replied.

"Yeah that's why" he said as he pecked my forehead and went to get plates.

We sat there eating breakfast in silence till I broke it and asked. "For the million time, why did u take me" I asked him curious not accepting the answer. "Look, your father has 2 weeks to pay or he and I would discuss another solution but in the meantime, you will stay here" he replied explaining the situation.

"But my dad has a lot of money, why would he not pay?" I asked. "I asked for a huge amount" he simply replied as he ate his last pancake. "Cagna" I said angrily. "Language principessa" he said getting off the table.

After some time, I sat on the couch doing nothing till Mr devil came to disturb my peace."what do u want now" I ask annoyed at him. "I have an event tonight, I got offered to bring a plus one and you are coming with me" he said as he walked towards me.

"I don't have a dress" I replied. "We're going shopping" he said then sat on the couch near me. "5 minutes, go change" he orders. I rolled my eyes at him and went to my room. "Oh principessa I'll make sure this isn't the only reason you roll your eyes" he replied .

I entered the room to find an outfit on the bed. After I was done I sprayed perfume and left.
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