How can i heal if the world forbids it
Alone in the dark, alone in the cold
My closest ally and friends are my foes
Don't try and heal me
Don't try and come close to me
Those advices aren't helping
Stop telling me to keep smiling
Positivity is not the answer
Praying will not help either
I am broken beyond repair
Calm yourself I won't drink beer
Drive around drunk and crash
Killing a family from my rash
I won't kill myself, stop worrying
I'm beyond pass that, i'm already dying
My thoughts has killed me
And I thought I was free
Only finding nothing but misery
But I feel comfort and bliss
Knowing someday I'll be better than this.
