𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮 ↬ K. Momobami

☆Chapter 11☆

"Midari wait!" I said as I ran after her as she left Kirari's office, I grabbed her wrist but she pulled away from my touch.

"What the fuck was that y/n?! I thought you wouldn't get back with her" she said angrily as I clenched her fist into a ball.

"I know but one thing led to another and we just ended up together... I was gonna tell you but-"

"But what?! Who else knows?" Midari asked as she cute me off, she was my best friend and I had to tell her the truth... Even if it hurts her.

"Everyone..." I whispered softly as I looked down at the ground feeling ashamed.

"So everyone knows except me huh? How come I was the last one to know?" Midari asked in a shaky voice.

"I didn't want... I didn't want you to freak out on me or-"

"Or what? I'll do something stupid?" She said almost raising her voice.

"Or let me guess... You think I'm just gonna put my gun against my head and... Pull the trigger?" She said as she leaned down feeling her hot breath against my ear. But I said nothing... I didn't know how to react to that...

But she was right, I was scared that she may do something like that... Everytime someone bad happens she has a brake down about it. And the last thing I wanted was to lose my best friend.

"Jesus fucking Crist y/n! I may be crazy but I'm not suicidal!" She yelled and stormed off.

"Midari I'm sorry... I'm really am" I aid as I garbbed her arm stopping her.

"You could've just told me... You should've trusted me with this instead of keeping it from me." I said softly as her voice became shaky.

"I know but I was scared and I'm sorry..." I said softly as I wiped the tears off my face.

"Scared of what?!" I yelled and and I flinched a bit and I pulled away from her.

"I never meant to hurt you... I was gonna tell you but I didn't know when was the right time to tell you." I said as I looked up at her, her expression softened and she looked down at the ground.

"You should've told me anyways... You could've at least trusted me enough to tell me." I said as she wiped tears off her face and stormed off. I felt more tears stream down my face as I felt my hands shaking feeling like a panic attack coming up.

I turned my heel and walked towards Kirari's office and stormed in and grabbed my bag.

"Woah y/n is everything okay?" Kirari asked as she grabbed onto my shoulders stopping me from leaving her office.

"No I'm not if you can't see." I snapped as I wiped my tears away as I looked away from her, Kirari pulled away from me as she walked towards her desk.

"Kirari, i-im sorry I didn't mean to snap at you." I said softly as walked towards her desk, Kirari pulled out tissue paper and stepped closer towards me as she cupped my cheeks and gently wiped my tears away.

I leaned into her touch still feel a sense of devastation due to the fight me and Midari had. Everything went so fast, one day me and Midari were best friends and now me and Midari are on bad terms and that's because of me...

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A week went by and Midari has been ignoring me, even after I wrote her a lengthy paragraph apologizing to her. I don't blame her for being angry, but she sorta made of big deal of me not telling her about me and Kirari getting back together.

One day I waited for her outside her class before class change to I can have a chance to apologize again and try to work things out with her. Once the bell rang a bunch of kids filled up the hallways as I waited for Midari. Once everyone Midari's class she was the last to leave the class.

She walked out the class and I grabbed her arm.

"Hey Midari.. can we talk for a bit?" I said softly as I fiddled around with my fingers .

"Can't I have class." Midari replied dryly with a hint of coldness in her voice but I quickly grabbed her hand again and dragged her somewhere private where we could talk.

"You're not going anywhere till we fix this, you're my best friend and I don't know what to do if me and you ever stopped being friends. So please forgive me..." I said practically pleading her to not leave me..

"I do forgive you, it's just after our fight I felt kinda stupid getting upset at the fact you got back with Kirari." Midari said as she avoided eye contact.

"Really?" I replied as my eyes lit up with joy know that I wasn't going to loose someone that I loved and understood me.

"Yeah.." Midari said as I noticed a pink tint on her cheeks as she scratched the back of her head. I couldn't help but pull Midari into a hug.

"Oh god for a second I thought you were never going to speak to me" I said as I nuzzled my face into the crook of her.

"Over that? C'mon now nothing can tear us apart." Midari said softly as she wrapped her arms around me.

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A week things went back to normal, there was no more secrets between me and Midari and my relationship with Kirari was going good. Midari was weird about me and Kirari getting back together but she just had to get used to the fact I was back with Kirari.

one day I was walking down the hallway with Kirari towards her office and I wasn't looking where I was going, and I ended up bumping into someone. I stumbled back a bit and looked to to see who I bumped into.

The minute I made eye contact with the person I bumped into I felt my heart sink to my stomach...

"No.. not him." I thought as I was frozen in place.

"Hey y/n you okay?" Kirari said and I just simply nodded as I felt shivers going down my spine as the guy smirked down at me, my heart was beating fast and my hands were shaking.

"Sorry" I mumbled as I walked past him and into Kirari's office, I felt like I was going to have a panic attack but I calmed myself down and walked towards Kirari's couch as she tried to comfort me.

"Darling you okay?" Kirari asked as she stroked my hair.

"Y-yeah, the guy just scared me a bit" I said as I forced a smile, Kirari studied my face a bit but then smiled as she kissed my forehead.

"Okay.. I believe you" she said softly as I clenched my fist while my nails dug into my skin.

A/n

I'm done‼️ sorry I've been gone for a while I had writers block for a while now but here's the chapter I tried my best and I hope you like it bye now and be safe out there<333