𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮 ↬ K. Momobami

☆Chapter 13☆

☆ TRIGGER WARNING SA THIS WHOLE CHAPTER WILL BE TALKING ABOUT Y/N'S SA ILL PUT A TIME STAMP OF WHERE IT ENDS SO IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE YOU CAN SKIP ☆

It all started at my first year of Hyakkaou Academy, everything was great I met my now best friend Midari and I was winning all of my games. But it was one game in particular that set off a  chain of events later on...

I was gambling this one guy Lee, me and him were friends but not close friends. One day we decided to gamble each other, well let's just say I got too cocky and thought I was going to win but I didn't. I lost... I had bet almost everything and I knew if I lost it would take me a long time to pay my debt.

When I lost the saw the look in Lee's eyes, it was like he knew I was gonna lose either way and the way he looked at me just sent chills down my spine. He gave me a sedistic smile and after that everything went down hill for me and that's when the bullying happened.

All of the people I thought were my friends turned their backs on me I became a house pet, the only person that didn't turn their back on me was Midari.

At first the bully became verbal but than the longer I became a house pet the bullying became physical. Teachers didn't really do anything since I didn't came that much and I couldn't tell my mother about what was going on so I stayed quiet. Midari was there to protect me but it just got her bullied too which was the last thing I wanted.

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One day Lee finally talked to me, I don't remember how but he convinced me to go to a secluded hallway for me him to talk so he could apologize. But that didn't happen...

Sometimes it feels like im still there, in the secluded hallway where no one could see us. I  tried get away but I was trapped under his grasp as his hands pinned my shoulders against the wall as I  tried fighting back but but he was way too strong...

I felt hopeless at that point. I had no where to go so I froze... I still remember his hot breath on my neck the smell of his calone burning my nose hairs as he...

I couldn't remember anything else my mind just went blank as I stood there under his tight grasp like a rag doll. But I did remember after he was done with me, I remembered his smirk as he zipped his pants back up as and just left me there sitting there on the floor...

I couldn't feel anything nor move, I was just frozen still asking myself why did I let that happen to me?

Why was I so weak?

It was always why, why, why. I finally got up and I button up my skirt and went straight to the bathroom to just throw up. Later on I called Midari crying my eyes out not knowing what to do with myself.

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I sat in the stall waiting for Midari as I heard a light knock on the stall door, I told her what had happened and we decided to skip school and we went to the drug store as Midari bought me the morning after pill. I felt ashamed and disgusted with myself...

Weeks went by and I wasn't going to school at all... All I did was lay in bed all day and do nothing. At that point everything felt pointless,  one day I decided to come back to school and I found out the my dept was paid by a anonymous person. At first I thought it was Midari but it was not, I never found out who paid my dept but I was truly grateful.

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I sat there in nurse's office as I looked down at my lap as I felt Kirari's eyes on me. I anxiously fiddled around with my thumb's waiting for her to say something to me.

"Y/n I'm so sorry you went through that... Is that why you want to change the rules for the house pets?" She asked as she placed her hand on top of mine, I slowly nodded as I avoided eye contact with her feeling ashamed to look her in the eyes.

"Y/n... Look at me." She said softly as I felt her cup my cheeks, I slowly looked up at her feeling my eyes well up with tears. I harshly wiped my tears away.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I was just ashamed and I didn't want you to worry about since you had a lot on your plate." I said softly as Kirari pulled me into a hug feeling her warm arms around my body. I nuzzled my face into her neck as I hugged her back.

"I love you so much y/n, and I'm gonna do whatever it takes to fix this." She said as she ran she fingers through my hair soothing me.

Minutes go by and I grabbed my things when I heard my mom was here to pick me up. I hugged both Midari and Kirari and walked out of the school and straight to the parking lot. I got in to the car and my mom drove me home, the drive was silent as I looked out the window.

Me and my mom aren't close but today was different, once we got home my mom laid me down on the couch and started cooking me food. I laid comfortably on the couch and I turned in the TV while waiting for my mom to finish cooking.

She did say a word to me during the ride home and once we got back home. I sat up from the couch and went upstairs to my room to change our of my school uniform and change into my PJs.

I went back downstairs and saw back on the couch, my mom was done cooking as sat down next to me after the placed our food on the coffee table.

"You okay honey?" She asked softly as she pulled me into a side hug. It was the first time she ever done that but right now all I needed was my mother to get near me as I cried into her arms...