Ky'moni's Pov
Honestly, having to deny Ashton sex and love was so hard. All I've ever wanted to do since I met this man is love him, be there for him, give him babies. And most importantly, be his wife.
But him doing what he did HURT. It hurt so bad. Even tho he was technically drugged, I still asked him not to go out with them and he told me I was just bitching because Darren stupid ass said I was. So, I feel like he played a part in him cheating.
I'm willing to forgive him if he just stop being so gullible and actually listen to me for once. I listen to everything he says and let him lead because he is my man. But sometimes I wish he take head to the things that I say and understand that I'm not "bitching."
"Ky'moni, I'm going to the grocery store. We need breakfast food, do you want anything specific." Before I respond I take in his appearance. He got on grey sweatpants, crocs and a wifebeater with his muscles popping. Every time he moved or spoke either his arm muscles flexed or his jaw muscles did.
"Um, No. Whatever you get is fine baby." I through that in there because I wanted him to know in a small way, that I still care about and love him with all my heart. I'm just hurt.
He blushed and nodded his head walking away from me and out the door.
I went into our bedroom to take a nap. By the time I woke up, breakfast was being served to me in bed. I looked up at my handsome man and smiled. He blushed again and opened hos mouth to tell me something.
"H-here you go Ky'moni. I-I fix-xed you br-breakfast." He sat the tray over top of me, being cautious of my growing belly. I want to feel his strong hands rubbing my belly and comforting our baby but I can't let him knowing he touched another woman the way he touches me.
I guess he noticed the sudden frown on mu face and left the room before I could remind him of his horrible mistake. I'll give him credit for over the past month. He has been doing everything I asked of him and he's been turning down Keith's invitation to the club. He cut Darren off and I was proud of him. I'd do the same in a heartbeat.
I finished my food and sat the tray next to me, while still in my head about this whole situation. I figured it was time to stop being so cold and show my man how much I love him.
"C'mere Ashton" I yelled his name so he can come faster.
"Yes ?" He poked his head through the door, looking at me confused.
"Come lay down with me." I motioned to the spot beside me where he used to lay every night before the incident.
He looked at me confusingly before taking off his crocs and sliding into the bed. I grabbed his arms and pulled him into me, resting his hands on my belly as he rest his head on breast. He rubbed my stomach and crossed his legs, assuming I just needed him to massage my belly.
I grabbed his face and kissed his lips, which seemed to catch him by surprise.
"I missed you so much Ashton. I missed you holding me and kissing me. Missed you telling me how much you love me. Missed you kissing my belly and talking to our baby. But I couldn't fathom how you could do such thing to me. Couldn't fathom on why you wouldn't listen to me. I wanted you to understand how hurt I was, how hurt I am." A tear fell down my cheek as i conveyed my feelings to him.
"I'm sorry I put you through that baby. I apologize, I should have listened to you. I didn't think my friend would do something like that to me. He was my homeboy you know ? But your my woman and your opinion matters to me baby. I love you and our baby so much. I never meant to hurt you at all baby." He kissed under my jaw and rubbed my belly some more after he expressed his sorrow.
I rubbed the side of his face and his ears as I studied his features. He is so handsome.
A nasty thought popped into my head and I smiled at him just imagining the nasty activity.
"We're back together Ashton, I need you. I need that dick too. Stretching me and making me cum over and over again until I can't take no more." I bit my lip as I rubbed my hand down his stomach, into his sweatpants, rubbing his thick penis.
He grunted kissing under my jaw.
"Oh really ? You need it ?" He smirked at me as his hands reached back towards my ass and grabbed it. He rubbed my ass and I moaned a little.
"Yes" I bit my lip seductively at him.
He continued rubbing my ass and whispering nasty shit my ear as he kissed under my jaw and neck. I smiled knowing...
This is exactly how I got pregnant...
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Them getting back together ??
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