"can't let you go.."-Island of the slaughtered fanfic

Heart strings(Gwen)

I was very devastated with what happened..

How could I have just left Trent like that??...I know it's better that I lived but..Trent..

I should've done better cause now he's gone and I'm never gonna see him again..

I just cried when I got home... I tried to calm down but it was hard, he meant the world to me and I did that too him...

I calmed down, took deep breaths and looked in the mirror

"Trent...I am truly sorry...I didn't mean too do that...I should've just stuck by your side!! We should be at each other's side...all the time!!!..well....

Now we definitely aren't."

I sighed.

I went in the room and lied down on my side...

Not only did I lose my boyfriend who was very dear to me but also my best friend...Courtney.

Why???

Why did this have to happen???

I don't know what to do anymore...or...

Who to talk too???

I mean I guess I could still talk to the other campers who escaped but I'm sure they're probably feeling the same pains I'm feeling cause it sure was devastating..

Well... hopefully they are just in a better place now...and who knows maybe Trent still thinks of me in the afterlife.

I'll just try to sleep through it...

It's gonna be very hard but I'll try too..

It took time but eventually I did go to bed...

But in my dreams I did see Trent..

"Gwen??"

"T-Trent??"

"Gwen, it's me I'm alive!!"

"TRENT!!"

We were about to hug each other than the alarm went off and I woke up..

"...oh."

I sighed..oh well..it was fun while it lasted.