the god of sirens.

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I should be cleaning my room, what am I doing instead? Writing fanfiction. Do I care? Fuck no.

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It's crazy how people can ignore the smallest things, like how people shift when an ex walks into a room. Or when someone they hate wills into a room. Or how people can ignore that nagging feeling in the pits of their stomach that this isn't who they are.

Well that's how Scar, he's ignoring that nagging feeling at all times, he's learned how to ignore it at all times but as the years go on he is slowly realizing that he can't bary this feeling anymore. He knows it isn't the feeling you feel when you aren't where you meant to be (currently in that position right now and it feels like the place I need to be doesn't fucking exist. But it be how it do), like how some people were born in the States but they moved to London because that was the place they connected with the most when they learned and researched about it, that feeling. However, whenever he thinks about going somewhere else the little voice in the back of his mind is saying 'no, your right where you need to be' and he knows it's not who he's with because every time he kisses Grian it just feels right or hell even touches his in anyway shap or form it just feels right, so it can't be that at all. However he knows that if he talks about it, he'll just get strange looks from the people that over hear it. But when he was hanging out with mumbo and Grian at Mumbo's starter base (he still lives in it but he's starting on his mega base now so that counts) he decided to bring it up.

"Do you guys get that feeling in the pit of your stomach that you aren't who you're supposed to be? Like it's kinda the same of how you know you aren't where you're meant to be. But different you know?"

"I know how that feels, I was convinced that I needed to take the role of being a king but the title alone to me sounded just wrong, like King Mumbo Jumbo of hell. Doesn't that just sound wrong? But when I learned about redstone it felt right to learn and when I thought of the title Mumbo Jumbo the master of Redstone just sounded right so that's what I stuck with."

"Aren't you the demi-god of Redstone and the person that trained Technoblade? My he rest in peace but still." Scar asked him as he looked over at him because he was too busy looking at the green glow that was coming from underneath Grian's shirt

"yes I did, and yes I am. However that doesn't change the fact I felt how I felt when I was younger. Do you still have this feeling or did you get it fixed?"

"I still feel it unfortunately, I've thought about everything that seems to sound fitting to me, but nothing seems to work with me. Don't get me wrong I love the life I have but sometimes I wonder. Is there something I'm missing in life that I feel this way or am I just crazy? Grian, stop looking at me like that."

Scar had looked from the corner of his eye to see Grian looking at him like he wanted to say something but was forcing himself not to say anything. But Grian was silent for a minute but he took a deep breath and said "Scar, your the reincarnation of the god of sirens or anything related to that matter however when Zeus found out you could over power him and possibly take away his throne, he took your soul from you and put it into a necklace but there's a rule he forgot about so he still thinks that you're soul is still inside of..."

he reaches into his shirt and pulls out the last part of the necklace and there it hung a circle with a green orb floating around inside of it

"..this.. I thought you didn't notice that feeling, that's why I didn't say anything sooner. And the reason you feel like I'm the right person for you is because we dated before your soul was taken from your past body, my grandmother hated the fact we were dating, because she said that 'water and fire don't mix well' but I said 'water puts fire out.' Meaning that whenever I would get mad you would be there to calm me, and if you got mad I was there to put out whatever anger that was there."

Grian noticed how Scar was slowly progressing the information but he saw the way his eyes changed, he knew Scar felt like it was because he didn't love him ever only the person he was in the past "I'm so sorry I didn't tell you sooner, not because I don't love you but because I was afraid of losing you again, once he figures out you know he's going to kill you at any chance he can get, he already wants to kill you as is." Scar just grabbed him and pulled him into a hug his right arm resting on his lower back while the left was playing with his hair.

"I'm just happy you told me," and then something seemed to click in his head, he pulled away from the hug and asked "does that make me and Annabeth related?" Grian just looked at him like seriously? That's what you're worried about?

"Yes that does make you related."

"I just won 30 bucks."

"How so?"

"Me and Anna made a bet that if we were related other than marriage she would have to pay me 30 bucks but if we weren't related then I would pay her 30 bucks but we didn't take dna tests because then it would be known for her being ancient Greek and she didn't want that so we agreed that we'd find out another way."

"Damn." Mumbo just said and left to get some more supplies for his mega base. "Do you wanna go home?" Grian asked trying to secretly get home without straight up saying he wants to go home "yea let's go home." Scar caught the hint and honestly he also wanted to go home, but when they got home they saw that Alexa was downstairs with her headphones on "Alexa?I thought you were in your room?"

"I was, until mister I'm in love with my best friend decided to go for round like 3."

"I hope he washes those sheets."
"I do too. Do you wanna just have a 'eat whatever you want just as long as you eat at night because I don't feel like cooking and we had agreed that you wouldn't cook until you've had the babies."

"Yea that works, do you wanna go tell him that?"

"Yea, how bad could it possibly be?"

Little did he know those were some famous last words before he walked into something really traumatizing, when he knocked on the door he said that "we're having a have what you want night because I don't feel like cooking and neither does your mother." He heard an "ok!" Then hear she matric squeaking again after a few minutes 'thats just weird.' He thought then he left again because he wasn't dealing with that.

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I don't feel like writing more but Alex did eat what he wanted ;) anyways

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