Broken but Healed ✔️

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Author's pov

"Taehyung. Can you umm.. can you handle today jungkook's all meeting?" Seokjin asked while biting on his nails

"Fine but may i know why hyung?" Taehyung asked while changing his son's diaper

"Umm..actually-

"We are loosing him doctor kim! The blood loss is too much!!" Seokjin got cut off by the shouts of the nurse

"Hyung. What is happening?" Taehyung asked as he kept his one and a half year old son on the bed and gave him some toys to play with

"He shooted himself twice in his heart after stabbing himself" seokjin said in a hurry and jogged to the OT

"Which hospital?" Taehyung asked with a shaky voice. His hands turned into a fist as his eyebrows furrowed into a frown

"LGO" and that was the last thing that taehyung heard before the call declined

Taehyung took a deep breathe before getting ready for the office. As requested by seokjin he attended all of jungkook's meeting and this continued for a whole week.

"Is he.." Seokjin sighed deeply before looking at the person laying on bed. Connected with losts of wires to huge machines and numerous bandages all over the body

"He is in induced coma. He had to go through a heart transplant. Fortunately we had a heart at that moment. There were internal injuries and too much internal bleeding as well. It might take him maybe one or two years to recover completely" seokjin said before adjusting the drip of the blood bag and walked out of the room

"Hmm. Ok. Wanted to know for how many more days i have to do his works" saying that taehyung declined the call

2 years later–

"Taehyung. Are you fine?" Bogum asked holding taehyung's hand

"I am fine hyung" taehyung answered with a small smile as he looked at his son playing with his cousins with a bright smile

"Are you really fine?" Bogum again asked looking at taehyung's facial expressions keenly

"Of course. What would happen to me?" Taehyung said not looking at bogum as he retreated his hands from bogum's hold

"Stop lying to yourself tae." Bogum said sternly as he stared at taehyung

"Hyung… he does not affects me anymore. He dies or lives i do not care" taehyung said and looked towards the garden

"Oh really? Say that looking into my eyes" bogum said and turned taehyung's face

"Look into my eyes and say that-

"Hyung please" taehyung removed bogum's hand from his face and stood up but bogum forcefully made him sit down

"You always cursed him but for once put yourself in his place. Tell me what would you do if your bestfriend shows you a photo of your lover who you are dependent on with another person , naked on the bed?-

"What?!" Taehyung asked cutting off bogum and looked at him with wide eyes

[A/n: there is huge difference between addiction and dependence. Addiction is a set up of mind. It can be cured but dependency. There is no cure for it. A person dependenton something or someone starts experiencing withdrawl symptoms]

"Yes tae. Tell what would you do when your bestfriend since childhood shows you such photos and then your lover comes saying that he wants to breakup and then tells you that it was a prank. What would you do?" Bogum asked while taehyung just stayed quiet

"But i was never sexually involved with anyone other than him" taehyung said in a low voice with tears gathering in his eyes

"That's not the point taehyung. Tell me , won't you react in the same way? Would you have been in a right state of mind to listen to his perspective? What would you do if your bestfriend then stays with you , comforts you and then tells you to marry him/her because their parents is forcing them to marry an old man?" Taehyung was speechless at this point

Where he was thinking that jungkook is at fault , what he neglected to see is that he was himself equally at fault

"Taehyung stop running away from this. Stop lying to yourself. Stop keeping Jaehyun's future at stack. He needs a father as well. How much you say that he has his mother , you too know that he will get bullied in future for this single parent issue." Bogum said holding taehyung's shoulder who was crying silently

"But that won't change the fact that he is the killer of my child" taehyung said removing bogum's hands from his shoulder and walked away. Bogum could just sigh at this point

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