I DO

Guess i played myself, thats my fault

Soojin POV:

I watched as Shuhua rushed out of my house. I ran after her, trying to explain myself to her, but she didn't stop running. I felt several pangs of guilt and sadness in my heart.

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It had been two weeks since we last saw or talked to each other. Only then did I realize how important she was to me. I was lonely when my boyfriend wasn't around, and even then, I wasn't very happy. We always argued over the smallest things, and threats were being made whenever we glanced at someone else. With Shuhua, that never happened. She was my only friend and I just had to play her. And I played myself too because she's gone. I couldn't just break up with Hui either because I still love him despite all the arguments and threats. I hope Shuhua will come back to me at some point so we can forget all of this. But what if she already found a new friend? I felt my heart clench at that thought. Why? It's not like she can't have another friend. Are we even friends anymore?

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Shuhua POV:

During these past two weeks, I couldn't stop crying over the news that Soojin told me. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't be mad at her, though. Yeah, I was disappointed that she didn't tell me earlier, but I just can't be mad at her. How could I? She's an angel.. she didn't mean to hurt me, right? Maybe she was just confused and didn't know how to tell me. I need to take a walk. It's been four days since I was last outside. All this crying made me exhausted.

I stepped outside, surprised at how sunny it was. I took a deep breath, enjoying the fresh air as I looked around as if it was a brand new place I had never been. The birds chirped as I walked down my sidewalk. Suddenly, when I wasn't paying attention, I bumped into a tall, lean figure. She quickly turned around, startled by the sudden contact. My breath was taken away by her beauty. She had long, jet black hair and perfectly shaped bangs with a black hat and a leather jacket with a huge t-shirt, a cross necklace, and baggy cargo pants.

She must have noticed my staring because she stepped back and looked at me with a nervous expression. "Ummm, hi. Can I help you?" She said quietly. Her voice was smooth like Velvet and had a hint of a Thai accent. "Uhh, I'm Shuhua! Sorry I bumped into you. I was looking around and got distracted.." I said nervously as she kept an intense gaze on me. "Nicha, and don't worry about it. It happens. Were you headed somewhere? I wouldn't mind walking with you." She said with a warm smile that made me blush slightly. I smiled back before answering, "No, but I would enjoy some company. I'm pretty lonely at the moment." She nodded with a smile and came to my side. As we were talking, I heard her mentioning her girlfriend, who goes by the name of Miyeon. She sounds familiar, but I decided not to worry about it. Although, I did feel a bit disappointed but not sad since I thought this would finally be a good way to get over Soojin. Maybe next time.

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Soojin POV:

Me and Hui were walking back to his house. We were arguing again, no surprise, but then I rolled my eyes to the side and caught a glimpse of a familiar figure, waking with a tall woman. Shuhua.. I stopped in my tracks, looking across the street to see them clearly. She was talking with the taller woman, smiling and blushing as if she gained a new crush. Why does it hurt? I don't even like her that way. I clenched my jaw as my hands balled into fists inside my pocket. I quickly walked away towards Hui since he left me while I was staring before I could get caught.