The Girl Who Changed My Life

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Ashley's POV

I woke up the next morning and Shayne wasn't sleeping beside me anymore.

I walked around the room looking for her..

I then found a note on the side table beside the door.. It says:

Dear Ashley,

   Hey Ashley! When you read this, i'm probably gone already.. well, obviously. duh. Anyway, I need to go home. You know why.. I'm gonna miss you! You'll always be my best friend! FOREVER. I promise i will NEVER forget you, all the times we had, memories we shared. Maybe you're wondering why I didn't wake you up to say goodbye, well... You were sound asleep and I you were calling out his name ;) You know who i'm talking about! You're probably dreaming about him. Wish you both luck! You guys would look good as a couple! Anyway.. Oh my God, I can't stop crying.. I'm sorry if the paper's a mess when I'm done writing, I just can't hold back my tears. You were my best friend since we were 6. I love you so dearly much Ashley! Please never forget me and hug the lads goodbye for me..

Until we meet again,

Shayne. xx

I started to break down and crawled into a ball against the wall.

Shayne's gone.

My Bestfriend..

How can I forget that she was moving to Australia...

Everyone's leaving me..

Maybe Jason's right,

Maybe I AM worthless...

People leave me because i'm nothing.

It hurts.

First my family, mom, dad, alyssa (my sister) and now Shayne.

I just want to die.

The next thing I knew was I was bawling my eyes out.

All of the sudden, the door bursts open revealing 5 energetic boys..

"GOOOOOOD MO-... ASHLEY! ARE YOU OKAY?!" The boys went from happy and enthusiastic to sad, worried and hurt.

I hugged my knees and burried my face in my hands, attempting to hide it from them..

They started running towards me..

"What happened Ash?" I hear Louis ask while stroking my hair.

Someone then whispered something.

As Liam grabbed the paper from my hand.

"Oh my God, Ashley i'm so sorry." He said as he finished reading, giving the paper to the other boys..

He sat down beside me and hugged me.

"I'm worthless.. Jason's right.. Everyone always leaves me.. I'm worthless." I whispered those words over and over again... because it's true, everyone keeps on leaving me...