I frozed.
Of course, who wouldn't, right?
The 'slowly leaning to each other and slowly closing our eyes 'till we feel each other's lips' fairytale moment was completely ignored.
He's kissing me hard, between my legs and gripping my waist. I pressed my hands to his chest to shove him but, he only pulled me closer. I felt tears in his cheeks as he kissed me.
Don't judge me but I complied. I kissed him back. I can feel his sadness and all, you know, that kind of feeling, I guessed I needed to somewhat comply, right?
Okay, we are adults. There was gasps, moans, groans, tongue action and grinding, the 'typical'. But then, he started pulling my tank top up.
"Woah... hold your horses" I pulled away, taking huge breaths. That is a bit stupid. Y'know 'cause he somewhat resembled to a horse and I just said that. Hehe. Witty. He looked extremely confused, his pupils' still filled with lust. His face softened, from lustful to annoyed to blank to suprised. With the sharp intake of breath and big eyes and all.
"Oh my..." He backed off a little and pressed his hands to his face.
"Vice..." Awkward.
"Goodness! Shet! Sorry Karylle. Sorry. Oh my. Ano bang pumasok sa utak mo Viceral?" He said quickly.
I'm disappointed in so many levels. Wrong levels actually. I'm disapppointed he said sorry like what we did was a crime. I'm disappointed that his stance changed. I'm disappointed that there is no round 2. I liked our kiss, well it's more of a make out session. *mentally shrug*
"Vice? Why are you sorry?" Those words just rolled out my mouth with out me thinking. Why do you even want to know?
Pause... for like half a minute and suddenly he broke eye contact and looked behind me. His expression's saying 'saved by the bell'.
"K, yung popcorn."
"What?"
"Popcorn?" He pointed. I didn't realized the timer gone off. Well saved by the bell, indeed. So awkward. I got it from the microwave and dumped the contents of the bag to the bowl. I imediately applied a little salted butter and tossed the popcorn lightly.
"Tsk tsk... K talaga. Nahalikan lang nang onti ni Jose Marie, natulala na." He lightly laughed, hoping to clear some tension. Onti? Seriously? Halos magkamaha- wait what?
Wrong move, bud.
"Ha. Ha. Funny. Go away." I said with a stern look.
"K, joke lang naman eh. Kalma na." He put his hands to my shoulders and led me to the living room, the popcorn in both my hands. We both sat on the either side of the couch, the popcorn created our border.
Anong kalma? How could I be calm dun sa sinabi mo? That little asshole. I mentally muttered, shooting a glare to him. He looked sheepishly sorry, with him doing his puppy dog (*cough* horsey) eyes look. I gotta admit, it's kinda cute. But he's still a twat.
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Sorry guys... I just don't have the inspiration anymore. I can't continue anymore. Sorry.
This is really the flow of the story that I thought about when I came up with this.
KWENTO TIME!!!!!
I was so obsessed with Taylor Swift's Haunted and I'm still rooting for the ViceRylle loveteam-ish that time. So one night, when I was washing the dishes, I connected with some of the lines in that song. "You and I walk a fragile line. I have known it all this time. But, I never thought I'd live to see it break.", which is the lines of the first-ish chapter. SO I WAS LIKE... MMMMM PWEDE PWEDE. So eto na.
- Sa first parts, magiging unstable ang relationship ni K and Y because of the Vicerylle loveteam and all in Showtime. Like in real life nung bf/gf pa sila. (Note: Nakalimutan ko ata ipoint out na this was a kind of twisted reality on some point before K and Y's wedding)
- Magiging close si K and V nang sobra, little by little, nagkakadevelopan and may "scenes" (By that I meant a lot of momol and on some point, nag almost sex na rin sila pero dahil sa bugso ng damdamin lang. Please calm down.)
-Since si Y and K pa, naguiguilty si K pero, nagiging part na si V ng puso niya. So she was like torn between two. Morals and heart, kind of conflict.
- Basta development of character and plot and shizz like that.
- Yung near end, nagultimatum si Y kay K. Somewhat along the lines of, "K, if you still love me, come back to me. Marry me." Pero actually walang choice si K kasi parang she will lose something important. Pwedeng her family, her job, her reputation or simply Vicey. Somewhat like that.
- K will say a little drama speech along the lines, "You are my bestfriend. Why are you doing this to me?" to convince Y to put the ultimatum down and to break up with him because "he is not the same Yael I said yes to" and "we are growing apart and we are both losing each other". Blah blah.
- K will go to a place (i don't know what place but, a beach will be okay) to think and to just scream and you know, the normal after breakup behavior. Vice is accidentally there or he track her down like a cool spy or a creepy stalker. They talked and by the beach, a little close to midnight, they kissed.
- So I thought of this quite a while na, ever since I created this. So this is the ending statement. The song I heard when Yael and I first fought because of Vice meant something to me now. At first I thought it was Yael and I that walked in a fragile line with our relationship and it punishes me that I knew it all along. No... it was Vice all along. He and I walked in a fragile line, between friendship and that step after saying the famous "Yes, I'll be your girlfriend". I never thought it will ever break. Then, just right now, with the vast sky and the twinkling stars above us, I see it break. THE END.
This is open for duplication. Or ituloy tong story. Or kumuha ng idea. Bahala kayo. Just cite me. Credits to the owner of the story/owner of the idea/inspiration. Bahala kayo. BASTA CITE ME!!!!!
My reasons for leaving this story:
-no inspiration
-wala masyadong ganap sa Vicerylle
-i'm drifting away from this fandom
-hindi ako Kapamilya pag tanghali (no hate ah)
Signing off,
Kristen :)
