Behind the biggest smile is the biggest lie
He seems so carefree but when he's alone he doesn't quite get there
The way he overthinks everything
It slowly brings him down until his friends start to notice
His friends don't want to help because they think it some joke
The mood swings and panic attacks he has, he is now classed a girl
The clothes he wears, people are now calling him gay
His mind set gets worse
He starts to harm himself
He doesn't know where he went wrong
What did this to him?
More people start to run from him not wanting him around
He gets caught crying in a bathroom stall
He tries to get some help
But it's purely for attention
He starts to shut out his family, who he needs most
No one understands him, no one will help
He sits in his room contemplating death
He doesn't know but he will be missed by many
He feels so overwhelmed and doesn't know what to do
No one notices his disappearance until they need him
And then they start to wonder why he never asked for help
People start to wonder why he did this
But they never questioned the way they treated him
How they brought him down
How the words 'faggot' and 'gay' really hurt him
He wasn't gay but people don't know how to accept things they don't like
One day someone spoke up for him after he left and the boy who spoke started to get degraded by his peers
And history repeated itself
Still no one realized and thought
Thought that if they change the way they spoke to each other
People may not be tempted with death and feel safe around society
