We both slept in our separate rooms. At midnight I heard a knock on my door. "It must be Taehyung," I murmured. I panicked, what if he had done something to himself. I ran towards the door and opened it. "Hey", he waved at me. "Are you okay?" I checked him out for any injuries and at last I looked at his face. He nodded his face in no.
"What happened?" "I want mom because I can't sleep…." He paused for a second "but I can't call her, she would be sleeping." "So.." I waited for his reply. "Can I just sleep with you?" "What?" I was shocked as hell. "No I mean, I want someone to hold me." He hesitated for a second "No It's okay, nevermind. Just forget that I asked you anything." I opened the door wide and gestured to him to enter.
He looked at me for a split second, maybe thinking he should enter or not. But finally entered the room and stood there in silence. I locked the door and walked towards the bed. I laid down and he too joined me in the bed.
I spread my arm and he slid in my embrace, placing his head in the crook of my neck. I placed my hand which was below his head on his hair. He held my other hand and wrapped his free hand around my waist. My heart beat was way too fast and I know he could hear it.
Taehyung's pov:
I was such a bastard to her, rude to her and even insulted her. But still she cares for me when I am at my worst. She let me hold her, I needed my mom to hold me whenever I felt low. But now she took her place and comforted me. She was caressing my hair when I looked up at her. "I am sorry, I am really sorry. I was blinded by my love for Sophie and I didn't realise I was hurting you. I know I hurted you a lot, I insulted you but still you are comforting me. I don't deserve this, hurt me, make fun of me and laugh at me just like Sophie did. I am sorry. I am really sorry." I buried my face in her neck and cried hard.
She held my hand tight and caressed my hair. I could hear her say comforting words to me." It's okay, I am here with you. Don't cry, I won't laugh at you. I know it's hard for you but I am here. Calm down." What is she made of? I don't know. She is just an angel. I feel like I can tell her my deepest secret and she will never take advantage of it. Even when I will hurt or insult her. She just feels safe to be around.
I made a big mistake hurting her, but now I know I really did some good deeds to have her in my life. From tomorrow onwards I will try to work on this marriage just like she does. She held me the whole night and I don't remember when I slept.
Next morning the sun rays hit my face. I opened my eyes and saw her already looking at me. "Good morning" , I wished her. "Good morning" I get up and stretch my hands. She too got up and winced. I looked at her and she was holding her hand on which I was resting my head. "I am so sorry, does it hurt?" "No It's okay. I am fine." She stood up and went to freshen up. I too went to my bedroom and got ready for the office. I reached down to see her making breakfast. I sat at one of the chairs and waited for her to serve me breakfast. She turned with one plate in her hand and stood there in shock," what are you doing here?" "I am here for breakfast." "You want to eat at home" " yup" after that she served my dish too. We ate in silence and went to the office.
The days went by and we started eating together at home, we talked about our day. We were getting closer day by day. I know I am falling in love with her. And this decision is going to be the best part of my life. I want to spend my whole life with her.
It was the weekend and we planned to watch a movie together. We sat on the couch with a blanket covering us and some snacks lying on the table. We were halfway in the movie but I can feel that she is sleepy. And then her head falls on my shoulder. I held her close in my arms and she snuggled in my chest. I kissed the crown of her head and she smiled in her sleep. I lost a beat of my heart for that smile. I turned off the tv and looked at her. She looks beautiful inside out.
She again snuggled and wrapped her arms around me. I lifted her in my arms carefully not wanting to wake her up and made my way towards my bedroom. This would be the second time we are sleeping together. I put her on the bed sliding beside her and took her in my arms. She buried her face in my chest and I was the happiest person alive having her by my side.
Y/n's pov
I woke up in the morning and felt a heavy arm holding me. I looked up to see Taehyung and then I realised that I slept on the couch yesterday. And he would have carried me to the bed. I stared at him because why not. He looks beautiful even in the morning with his messy hair and fluffy bread cheeks.
My gaze went towards his lips and suddenly I got the urge to kiss those lips. But I am afraid what if he doesn't like me kissing him? What if he is still not over Sophie? What if he still doesn't want me to be his wife? I was wandering in my thoughts when I felt him pecking me.
My eyes went wide and I looked at him to see him laughing at my reaction. "Did you just..?" "Yes. Because I will like you kissing me. Because I am over Sophie. Because I desperately want you to be my wife for a lifetime or maybe another life too. Because I can't get enough of you. I love you so fucking much that it's making me feel sick and you loving me is the only antidote I could have." "You love me?? But wait, how do you know what I was thinking? Ohh no, did I just speak that out loud?? Ohh god I am such a……" he cut me in the mid sentence by placing his lips on mine and pecking it. "You talk too much in the morning." He smiled at me and hugged me tightly.
I was just shocked about what just happened in a few minutes. He confessed his love for me. He pecked me two times. Ohh my god I must be dreaming. And then he said the exact same thing, " I can't believe this. I must be dreaming." "Yeah, I too must be dreaming" and then we looked at each other. "It's all true. I love you, sunshine" ooh I like that nickname. I smiled, "I love you too." He hugged me again. And we spend the whole day cuddling, watching netflix and eating take outs/snacks.
