kisse tere mere ❤️(on Hold)

💔 (end)

She wiped her tears harshly ... with the back of her palm... while holding the steering tight we the another ...

She drives over the lone highway speeding up ... to reach her apartment ...

Apartment ? ... every fucking corner of that apartment is filled with his memories ...

Every corner is filled with her love and longings for him ...

Did she even deserve this ? ... fresh tears rolled down her eyes making her soul wrench in pain ...

Where was she at mistake ... she tried hard to be compatible for him ...she tried hard to love him ...

She just wanna tear herself from this world .... this reality is hurting ...

Why is it do painful what she did to deserve this ?

SHE LOVED HIM

pehle kabhi na tune mujhe gham diya
Phir mujhe kyu tanha kar diya ?

She stopped her car over a dark corner ... not having the audacity to drive more ...

She is not that much strong to handle the betrayel ...

What about those promises ? ... what about those things he have said to her ? ... those heavenly touches ... and soft speaks ... what about all those moments ?

Is she judging him ? ... but how ? ... when she had saw him ... being ...

Being happy with another girl ... being linked with another girl from the last five years and he didn't even denied those news ?

Why ? ... it was her mistake that she wanted to wait for him ...avoiding any kind of misunderstanding she stayed herself away from looking for news related to him

"Main jis sidharth ko jaanti thi wo mujhe 5 saal pehle chod chuka h "

The words echoed in his ears. ... like a continuous song ...

He stayed away to make sure she is away and safe without him....

But never really got to know what she suffered everyday silently

He knew the consequences will be worst ... but they are way far gone than worst ...

He immediately took his car getting over the way her car disappeared sone moments ago ...

She came out of her car the small textirior was making her feel trapped and suffocated ...

Her heart drummed in the rhythm ... as she was aware of the surrounding those lone street with only a yellow bulb up there being the source of light ...

The side paths full of long stretched trees which looked darker ..

She felt spooky ....goosebumps rose over body ...

But her mind was too far gone in emotions being ignorant to the surroundings

She felt alone on the long Highway but somehow the loneliness gave a kind of satisfaction to her ...

She leans her back over the side door of the car ... and slides down sitting on the corner ...

Wishing not to face anyone until the darkness of the streets engulf the broken and vulnerable state of her ....

She found comfort here alone ... her whole childhood age spent she was alone so alone ... that when sidharth used to call her sweet names ... and make small little things as promise her heart would well up with the feelings that

Finally she is not alone anymore

But when he left ... the unexpected shattered her ... and loneliness deprived ...