the party" (part 8)
I was getting ready to go to a party that melissa is throwing.
i was just finishing my makeup when i noticed something on my neck.
what the fuck?
is that a hickey?
no no no no.
this can't be happening to me rn.
I quickly ran to the bathroom to take a good look.
it was a hickey.
fuck i gotta cover it up.
after 30 minutes of looking for something i could cover it up i didn't find anything.
"y/nn" i hear madeline's voice.
i quickly ran to the bathroom and locked myself in.
i heard knocking on the door.
"y/n are you okay?" mads said.
"yeah yeah i'm fine" i said.
i covered the hickey with my hair.
thank god i have really long hair.
i got out of the bathroom and said hi to mads and jenna.
my phone buzzed and i looked to see who texted me.
it was jack.
"y/n"
i ignored his message.
"y/n i know you are reading the messages,answer"
i repiled.
"damn it, i'm going to block you"
"i'll find another way to talk to you anyway"
"alright what do you want?"
"what are you wearing for tonight?"
"why do u ask?"
"i lost the bet with chase this morning and he wants me to match with you for the party"
"not fair, everyone will think we are dating, i can't be seen with you"
"haha, hilarious, but seriously send me what are you wearing"
i sent him a picture with my outfit on, i don't even know why i'm doing this.
he answered.
"thanks"
"just don't bother me anymore"
•skip time• on the party•
i was just walking around with chase.
"you wanna grab a drink?" chase asked me.
"yeahh" i said.
we grabbed a drink and looked around.
chase was searching for mads.
"oh i saw mads i'm gonna be right back" chase informed me and i was now left all alone.
i looked around and saw jack.
fuck.
he was now kissing another girl?
while he was kissing her he stared at me.
we made eye contact and i rolled my eyes.
fucking dumbass.
time to teach this dumbass a lesson.
i walk over to the guy that has been checking me out all night and start kissing him, he just went along with it.
i made sure i make eye contact with jack while doing it.
after i stopped kissing the dude i walked away.
i went to grab a drink.
i was looking around for mads and jenna but didn't saw them.
"nice dress" i heard jack saying from behind me.
i turned around to face him.
"looks good on you, of course it would look so much better on my floor" he said.
"please don't tell me that line worked for that girl from earlier"
"actually i just told her that i'm jack champion and she humbled"
"yeah i don't wanna hear it" i said and started walking away from him.
"yeah?" he yelled from behind me.
I turned around again.
"yeah" i yell back
"so what do you want me to say?" he asks.
"i want you to be real" i said.
"you want me to be real with you? fine i'll be real with you, i like the way you bite your lip, i like your body, i like to think about touching it, i like to think about how long it would take me to walk my fingers across every single inch of it without missing a spot" he said.
i didn't say a word.
"is that real enough for you?"
i was still speechless.
"cause it's all bullshit" he started laughing.
"a line is a line sweetheart even if it's dressed up pretty, at least mine are honest" he said, while taking a sip out of his drink.
"you are a fucking asshole" i said.
"so i've heard, but why do you care what i think about you? right?, you don't care" he said.
i smirked at him and said "fuck you"
i walked away from him, and he was left all alone standing.
i went closer to the music and started dancing with random girls i met at the party.
i enjoyed every single minute, when i'm dancing it's like the world stops.
i like dancing.
while i was dancing i saw that jack left the party with some girl.
at least he is right about one thing, i don't care about him.
i finally found chase mads and jenna and i convinced them to dance with me.
we actually had a pretty good time.
we danced for a while until i got a call so i had to take it.
it was my mom.
"hey mom"
"hey, you guys still on that party?"
"yeah why?"
"look i don't wanna ruin your time but i gotta remind you that tommorow is the anniversary of your fathers death, and it would be nice if we all went to see him"
"i know mom, i will be home soon i promise"
i ended the call.
suddenly i got this feeling again.
like i couldn't breathe.
again.
i don't think often about my dad, i don't like to remember how close we were, it hurts me physically and mentally.
and i guess i get panick attacks when i think about him.
i tried to gasp for air but i couldn't breathe.
there is only one person that knows what to do and I'm certainly not calling him.
I would rather die than call him rn.
my legs couldn't hold me anymore so i fell to the floor.
I tried to calm down so hard.
my vision started to blurry.
i saw a guy coming closer to me.
he was tall and had blue hair.
"hey are you okay?" I heard him say.
"i- i think i'm having a panick attack" i say.
"don't worry i know how to calm you down listen to me, i need you to breath with me"
i didn't look at him, i couldn't it was all blurry.
he grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him, i looked at him and he started telling me to breathe again.
I listened to him, i took a deep breath and exhaled.
soon i could breathe again.
i thanked the guy and told him i had to get home, he offered me a ride, i mean what's the worst that could happen?
he is not a serial killer (i hope).
because if he kills me who is gonna play the most iconic person in scream?
it was cold so he gave me his jacket.
i said bye to everyone and headed to his car.
i got in his car and he smiled at me before he started the car.
hey guys, first thank you so much for being patient with me, i got a writers block sadly, and because of that you are getting this short ass part, hope you guys like it and i promise i'm gonna update you soon🫶🏻🫶🏻
