ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ᴅᴏᴛꜱᴏɴ
📍: ᴀᴛʟᴀɴᴛᴀ, ɢᴀ
Nudy held me in his arms as I cried my eyes out.
"Come on baby calm down, I got u" he said, rocking me in his arms as he wiped my face.
"Nooooooooooo. My babyyyyy" I cried, thinking about my brother.
I been crying for the past hour none stop, I don't even wanna know nothing. Don't tag me in nun, don't text, call. Just ripped my heart out of my body.
All this crying not good for the baby, but it hurt so bad.
"Come on get up, let walk it off. U need some air" Nudy said, helping me up as I laid my head against his chest crying out.
"I just want my brotherrrrr"
"I know, I'm sorry baby" he said, hugging me as he wiped my tears.
I sniffled, trying to hold them back as we walked outside on the balcony as I got some air.
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Ｎｅｘｔ Ｗｅｅｋ
It's the next week, I'm still torn apart. Ian been on social media, I barely spoke to my family.
My twin was my heart, it hurt losing a sibling. It's like damn now wdf im suppose to do?? My brother stayed out of trouble, or at least I thought.
We suppose to be planning baby showers, not funerals.
I been very distant, I barely talk to nudy and we in the same damn house. This shit killed me mentally and emotionally.
"Come on" Nudy said, helping me out the car.
I put my shades on, getting out the car. I looked over seeing my family getting out the family car.
I don't wanna be bothered with, we rode by ourself instead of riding in the family car with them.
We headed to the front of the church with them.
"We gon have the family walk in together first, I need groups of twos" the funeral director said.
My mama and her man stood side by side. Dad and Step stood behind them, Lyric and True, Lani and Justice, I stood behind them and nudy stood on the side of me, Melody and Zay Jr stood with each other, Livi stood next to Grandma Mildred. Everybody else grouped in twos behind all of us.
"Alright come on" the director said, mom went first walking then they let dad.
My leg started shaking, I squeezed nudy hand.
"U okay?" He asked, I nodded lying.
I took a deep breath.
Justice and Lani walked in, me and Nudy stood at the door as we waited for them to get half way to go.
We started walking, i felt chills down my spine as my heart dropped as we got half way then i stopped. Tears started pouring as i seen him in the casket.
