One direction, taking care of each other

Louis Depressed (part two)

Louis's POV

When we got back, Liam dragged me into a room and looked the door. It hurt my arm because of the self-harm, and Liam saw it. He tried to pull up my shirt, but I slapped his arm away and took two steps back.

"Louis! Let me look!" He sounded almost angry, but I knew he was just scared. I think he figured out what I have done.

I didn't want to hide it anymore, but I was scared of what the boys would do if they found out. I felt the urge to cry, and Liam saw it. He came and held me tight in his big arms.

"Louis, I just want to help! I know this has something with those hate comments and tweets, but can you tell me what is going on?"

I couldn't stop the tears from falling now. "I am suicidal." I simply said.

"What, Louis? Can you explain a bit more, please?" He looked terrified.

"Those tweets were not only like Louis is ugly and stuff. They also said I didn't deserve to live and that I deserved to feel pain, so I thought maybe that's true. Then I started harming myself, and I really don't wanna live!" I said. I was crying now, and Liam was crying, too.

Louis, you are the most beautiful and lovely, kind, caring person in the world! You have a beautiful, warm voice that you just can dream of having. The people who said those awful things are not fans! There are sooooo many people who love you, Louis, and One Direction would never be the same without you.

We talked until we almost fell asleep on the floor and decided it was time to sleep. We brushed our teeth and hopped in bed.

Were Liam, right? do people really like me? I still don't think so. Why is it only hate, then? No one shows me love? I just laid awake thinking until I saw the klock was 03:46 am! I have been thinking about killing myself, maybe now is the time, when everyone is asleep.

I climbed out of bed, and out of the window climbed up the ladder to the roof.

Liam's POV

I woke up to a feeling deep inside that something wasn't right! I looked over at Louis's bed and saw that it was empty! It was cold in the room. I looked at the window. It was open. Oh no, Louis is on the roof! I saw the ladder outside the window that led to the roof yesterday, and I know what he is about to do! I was quick to climb up, and there Louis was, standing at the edge.

Louis's POV

I was just about to jump when I heard someone sing, it was Liam!

🎶Darling, please don't leave me
Without you, I will never see
The meaning and point of living
My days will not have anything good giving

I can't lose my friend again
How can I ever be happy when,
my brother isn't around🎶

He stepped back from the edge, tears rolling down his cheeks. He came towards me and hugged me tight. I held him in my arms protectively, but gently. I continued singing while he sobbed into my nightshirt.

🎶You make my life a lot brighter
At night, you make it lighter
How can I live if the star I have vanish
I can't get a new one. I won't have it
I'll be lost in the dark if you're gone
I don't wanna feel alone
If you jump off, I'll follow right behind
I am not scared to go after
I don't mind

I can't go through this big change
The world will never be the same
The life and the spirit in this range
Will disappear like hot tears will mix in rain

Like a ghost town in silence,
And when you're gone and lost
There's no guidance

You make my life a lot brighter
At night, you make it lighter
How can I live if the star I have vanish
I can't get a new one. I won't have it
I'll be lost in the dark if you're gone
I don't wanna feel alone
If you jump off, I'll follow right behind
I am not scared to go after
I don't mind🎶