Poetry from a Coffee addict...♡✎☔︎︎☕︎

Lie...♡

You want me to be honest...?

I don't feel a thing at all...

but no one seems honestly aware... that I don't feel as if I'm truly there...

I may look happy... But I'm dying inside...

I just want to feel alright...

Every day feels a little worse...

My life's a lie...

I don't know the last time I felt truly alive...

Let's just pretend that I'm ok...

I try to smile through all the pain...

Sleeping till afternoon... Yet I still feel tired...

Survive survive...

Just waiting to die...

I spend way too much time in my bed cause I don't want to deal with my life...

when will my life.. no longer be a lie...?

cause I just want to feel honestly okay...ᰔ