𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐊𝐓𝐎𝐊 𝐁𝐔𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒, ethan garcia

"and you dont seem to understand."

i wake up, and ethan's gone.

i shake my head and rub my eyes before sitting up, i grab my phone and see a tiktok, with the girl from school.

we had school, and he didn't wake me up!

i quickly get dressed, i put on a red nike hoodie, black leggings from aerie, i quickly put on mascara and put on my ugg slippers.

i grab my backpack, my car keys and drive to school.

thankfully, it's still homeroom, even though i'm a little late.

i walk in and my teacher looks at me and marks me down on her chart.

as soon as i step in the bell rings and i go to history, i step into the classroom.

and i see, ethan sitting in a chair.

while my ex bestfriend is on top of him and they are making out.

my eyes go wide.

"what the fuck." i yell and my ex bestfriend looks up and ethan looks at me and his eyes widen.

my ex bestfriend sits up, "what's wrong hoe?" she asks and i throw my back down and walk over to her.

"you tryna fight bitch?" i yell at her and she shrugs.

"your too much of a pussy, your not gonna do shit" she says and i smile.

"your right, ill never throw the first punch because im not an immature bitch." i say and i start walking away and i feel her grab my hair and pull.

she whips me to the floor, she goes to step on my and i grab her leg and she falls into a desk.

i stand up and i watch as she touches her face, and angrily slams her hands to her sides before attempting to tackle me.

i kick her and swing her around me, she falls to the ground.

i bend down to her, "you done?" i ask and she headbutts me in the face, leaving my nose bleeding.

i hold my nose before shrugging, "mk." i mumble under my breathe.

"your gonna die bitch!" she screams at me, i shake my head.

"okay." i say and then i watch a group of teachers walk in and try to split us up.

i turn around and she runs at me and i grab her hand and flip her over me, the teachers whip us away from eachother.

i watch as blood drops from her nose, my hands are all bloody and blood is dripping from my nose.

i smile at her and she looks at me like i'm crazy, the blood drips down my nose and my teeth have blood on them.

ethan stares at me and i look at him and flip him off.

the teachers bring us to the office and call our parents before the principal starts screaming at us.

i tone him out and side eye my ex bestfriend before noticing her staring at me angrily, and her clenching her wrists.

i slouch down in my chair and smile, knowing that she's going to jump me with her little friends.

our parents arrive and start arguing, soon my dad rips me out of the office and into the car, i cross my arms before looking out the window.

"what the fuck y/n!" my mom yells at me, i see my dad trying to hide his smile.

he's proud of me.

"what??" i say pretending to me confused, "you just got into a fucking fight at school!" she yells and i shrug.

"i didn't throw the first punch, she did. she started it, i finished it." i say making eye contact with my mom.

"hey, she won okay? can we just leave it? she didn't start the fight she protected herself." my dad says getting agitated.

i smile and nod my head and my mom rolls her eyes and sits forward in her seat. she smacks my dad on his arm.

we get home and my mom sends me straight to my room, i open my phone to a bunch of videos with me tagged aka fight videos.

i see a bunch of messages from ethan, him apologizing.

i roll my eyes and send a simple text.

and you don't seem to understand
i type before sending the message and putting my phone down, i hear it ding and i put it on do not disturb before rolling to the other side of my bed and crying silently.

i fucking hate you so fucking much ethan, but i hate the fact that i can't get over you.