𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐊𝐓𝐎𝐊 𝐁𝐔𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒, ethan garcia

"you are my church you are my place of worship"

i get out of the shower, my bathroom steamy, i wipe off the mirror and dry off with my towel.

i change into a pair of spider-man shorts and a black oversized shirt, i put my hair up in a bun and walk out of the bathroom, shutting off the light.

my mom and dad knock on my door, i open it.

"hey honey! we are going out to dinner and we may not be home until early tomorrow morning." my mom says and i nod my head.

"okay! love you!" i say and my dad hugs me and my mom kisses me on the cheek and they walk down the stairs and i look out the window and see their car drive out of the driveway.

i sigh and grab my phone, i sit in my bed and scroll through tiktok, i hear a knock on my window and walk up to the window scared.

"what the fuck." i mumble under my breathe before opening the curtain and seeing ethan there.

i look around and quickly open the window and he hops down.

"hey-" he says and i slam the window shut and put my hand infront of his mouth.

"shut the fuck up." i say closing the window and letting go of me.

"you shut up!" ethan says teasing me, i smile and look him up and down.

"make me." i say under my breathe and his eyes go wide and he smiles a bit.

"okay i will." he says, i tumble backwards, laying down on my bed, he slowly works his way on top of me.

his hair hanging down, and his necklace too.

i turn red and avoid eye contact, "ethan..- what are you doing-?" i mumble trying to push him off and i feel weak.

"you told me to make you." he says tucking a piece of hair behind my ear.

i look at him and then break eye contact, i lay there in silence expecting him to do something but he doesn't.

i look at him and see him admiring me, "ethan-?" i say holding on to his arms.

"your so beautiful y/n." he says, and then he bends down and buried his face in my neck, planting passionate kisses, and hickeys.

"ethan.." i say becoming short of breath, "ethan.." i say and i feel his hot breathe as he looks at me.

he buries his face in my chest, laying kisses on the top of my chest, as he puts his hand on my thigh slowly moving his hand up.

i cup his jaw with my hand gently and he looks up, his brown eyes begging me for more.

"ethan stop.." i mumble and he smiles as me, "as you wish princess." he says as he stands up.

i sit up and i shake my head.

"w- why are you here-?" i say still flustered.

"i'm sorry about today." he says and i roll my eyes and stand up.

"oh yeah, go back to your fucking girlfriend ethan." i say and he sighs.

"y/n, i don't want her i want you." he says and i laugh.

"then why were you making out with her." i say sadly and frustrated.

"i- i don't know.. it just sort have happened." he says and shrugs.

i roll my eyes and cross my arms, "ethan, you act like you like me but then you don't like me? your just- it's too confusing." i say slapping my arms to my sides.

ethan sighs and he comes closer to me, "y/n, me and her are done, like forever done." ethan says and i nod my head.

"o-okay." he says and i nod my head, he picks me up by my waist and walks over to the bed.

"so where were we?" he says smirking.

he slowly comes on top of my and showers me with kisses, he starts with my face, then moves down my neck leaving a hickey.

then my chest, i take my shirt off and his eyes widen, "are you sure?" he says and i nod my head.

he kisses my lower stomach, up until down there.

he stops and looks at me, he moves up again and slides his hand up my thigh slowly.

"e-ethan." i mumble, and then i hear my front door slam open.

i jump up, "what the fuck." i say and i look out my window and see nothing.

my dads car nowhere to be seen.

i put my top back on and rush downstairs, all the lights are off and i look around scared as i hear ethan's footsteps behind me, he holds me by the waist and i go to the front door.

i see a note, it's from sammy.

making fun of me for being a tiktoker.

"basic bitch." i say pissed off and i throw the note in the trash.

i hear another knock on my door and get mad, i swing the door open and step out and see they spray painted my fucking house.

i stare at the wall, in awe, the red spray paint dripping down slowly.

my eyes read it slowly, as it says, fuck you tiktok girl.

"what the fuck?!" i scream and ethan grabs my hand.

"y/n it's okay-" he says and i rip my hand out of his.

i walk inside and grab a bucket and a sponge, "fucking assholes i'm gonna make them pay." i say and then my eyes lit up with an idea.

"your ex girlfriend is part of my ex bsfs group, they are who did this.. ethan i know what to do." i say the thoughts slowly coming together in my brain.

we finish washing off the spray paint, i grab his hand and we walk up to my room and i shut the door.

i lay on my bed, i put on a revealing top, and ethan's eyes go wide and his face turns pink.

"okay, lay on top of me while i make a tiktok and kiss my neck and the top of my chest giving me hickeys." i say and he nods his head.

i lay on my bed as he lays on top of me, as he lays kisses i feel out of breath.

i pick an audio, melting.

"you are my church you are my place of worship." i lip sing and then we finish the tiktok.

"okay done and posted." i say and he continues laying on my chest. 

"ethan..?" i say and he groans a little bit.

"mmm." he says sleepy and i wrap my leg around him and hold him.

"goodnight love." i say and he kisses my chest, "goodnight baby." he mumbles.