Phew, I'd forgotten that I wrote this.
Aku dah 18, SPM pun dah lepas. Alhamdulillah I got a decent result. As time passed by, I barely remember what happened back then.
This story was last updated on 25 November 2022. Now 18 October 2023.
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Ayuni Hanani. Yeah, thats my name, not a real name but still. Few days passed lepas majlis tu, kawan aku from another class informed aku something.
"Yuni, ingat tak mamat yang ko crush masa result SPM keluar tu?"
Masa ni kami tengah rehat, lepak dekat pondok yang dekat dengan bangunan kelas kitaorang. No, actually kelas aku jauh dengan budak kelas lain. Bangunan lain-lain. Things happened and kitaorang takleh guna bangunan classes first dah. Dan semua students tingkatan lain-lain but kelas pertama had to move to different buildings.
Kelas aku stuck dekat bilik Form6, berhadapan dengan bangunan F4, F5.
And back to where we were,
"Yuni, ingat tak mamat yang ko crush masa result SPM keluar tu?"
I swear I almost choked on whatever I was eating that day. Aku dah lupa pasal dia sebenarnya. "Ha ye ye, alumni tu?"
Dia gelak. Gelak sakan sia.
"bongok la, dia classmates aku."
Jaw dropped
Im telling you, jaw dropped.
Like im being fr, jaw dropped.
"HA????"
Dia senyum then angguk. "haah, budak tu kelas aku. Jarang dtg skolah, tapi harini dia ada."
Suddenly, apa yang aku rasa haritu comes back. Lungs stuffed. Can't even breathe properly when my heart flutters so bad.
I thanked God.
He is still here. I still have the chances to actually see him again.