The Stress

Trying To Live Up To Everyone's Expectations

The look in her Father's eyes.

the look in her Grandmother's eyes,

 becoming filled with anger and sadness.

All there is to do is keep trying and trying,

but is that not enough?

All she can experience is an abundance of shamefulness.

The heartrending she has when trying to do her best in college,

trying to make her family proud.

The impression of being a disappointment.

The overwhelming of guilt,

The worriedness of not living up to her family's expectations.

Most importantly,

a overflowing of pressure.

She's trying her best you see,

trying her best to reach all of the endeavors.

Trying to fill everyone's thoughts of reassurance,

but is that still not enough?

She's like a mime who can't speak.

A sense of being confined in a box.

But yet,

her self-contemplation is a mime.

All of sudden,

the box keeps getting smaller and smaller.

Then BOOM!

it explodes!

But yet she still can't speak

to what's on her mind to her father,

nor to her grandmother,

because all there will be is rage and a lot of implodes.

Still will keep trying to make everyone proud.

Even if it turns her into a stormy cloud,

filled with water,

and will let out a little drops of

rain along the way.