Life
By Oliver Hart (edited by Katie Lewis)
My experience in my life is so important to me.
My family and I have had agreements and disagreements in my lifetime but when I think back to when I was a little boy, I remember what a good upbringing I had and the kind of person I wondered what I would grow up to be like.
I grew up to be like my mum; kind and thoughtful. She is so special to me and because of her, I turned out just fine. Every day I sat with her and I told her what a fantastic mother she was to my siblings and me.
My brothers and my half-sister were weird but lovely and fantastic people. I loved every minute of my childhood with them. I told the rest of my family that we had the best upbringing with our mum.
For me to be involved in my mystery is intriguing for me and for my family to be in a world full of expertise. If I had made a change of myself who knows where I would be now?
My mum loved each and every one of us. It wasn't due to a problem that she put us into care nor did she think that she couldn't look after us; she is a strong mother who has been incredible with my siblings and me.
Thinking about it keeps me going in life and allows me to move on like chapters in a book. Living in care for seven years has been good for me. I lived with a family in Reading; Dan and Kim and their son, Sam. They had a foster son called Daniel. I was there for two to three great years.
I then moved to a family that changed my life: Janice, my foster mother and Kevin, my foster father. They have three sons called Sam, Matt, and Callum. To me, they are like the three amigos. They are so kind and loving and their home is so heart-warming. Living here makes me feel cared for and loved.
I can reach for life again and living here with them has made me feel so good for myself. life is what you make it be, as we grow older you start to realise that life is not so bad. As a writer, I reflect on life and see that not all is easy and that you will have knockbacks, but the good will come to those that are willing to drive themselves to success.
Life is now perfect. I have the women that supports me, that loves me for who I am. As life grows on me the love of my life has too. We share such a deep connection between the both of us it is so unchastened. The colours burst when we click, she is the one. We are moving along with our perfect connection. We are discovering a playful and erotic side to both of us. Life gets a hell lot interesting.
As our feelings grow, we see that in some improvements that we take things a little more seriously. As we are chilling so innocent we are glued to the fact that one point either myself or my love is going to make a move.
We get close and by this point, we had reached the limit where one of us will kiss. I take an alternate reward by kissing her and after this time she looks and smiles at me. At her look, I think, "what will she say" and she said "that kiss was delightful". We shall do that more often. I look and I was thinking at the time when she approaches me, tha it is in her words I feel loved.
She has a reply; "I love you lots" and I say that she is crazy in a teasing manner. I reply back and say "no man would ever say I love you with all my heart" as I'm gazing in her eyes. Magical and erotic at the same time, this was my thought.
My thought has a touch to her mind. I don't know what she must be thinking about but she continued to look at me with that look... with utter love but she was the most intriguing out of the most amazing people I have ever seen. She had a light too bright for me to look in the beautiful eyes of hers. Now, the thought was too solid and intriguing to believe but she had said that 'life lives to the fullest then I shall live a thoughtful and loving but healthy life with you'.
Expended and worthwhile life I had lived. What a journey so far, that will continue.. my name is Oliver Hart and I am the writer of this book. I hope you enjoyed reading it as I enjoyed writing it.
This is not the end of my story nor the end of my writing, but instead where my life continues.
