Drugs sorrow and passion|| Robi x Marian(Mujdei)

drugs in the night

Robi pov:

     It was a hot September night, the soft breze carrying the leafs that started to fall, I was laying down on the warm stairs of the block my friend lived in.
Admiring the sky, taking soft puffs from my blunt, my eyes stay locked on the moon till a sound darted my look away to the big, heavy, metal door of the block that slowly opened revealing my friend, Marian, who I call Mujdei.

  Marian pov:

   I get out of my block, I look down and see my friend's dark brown eyes, a soft red covering his eyes whites, the blunt in his hand nearly finished. His curly black hair slightly moving as he turns twords me, a big smile on his face.
  I feel my face heating up and I look away, I sit down next to him keeping some space better us, hiding my shaky hands in my hoodie.

"you want some?"

  The silence of the night gets cut off by Robi's voice as he hands me a blunt

  "of course man, you'd think I'd say no?"

  I smirk and grab the blunt, I search for my lighter and scoff wen I can't find it

  "yo, you got a lighter to spare? forgot mine in my room"

  I look into Robi's eyes and see a smirk forming on his face, he pops another blunt between his lips and lights it up, I watch as he grabs my blunt and presses it against my lips, my eyes widen and I freeze completely in place.
   I grab the blunt in between my lips and lock my eyes with his, he grabs in my jaw and lights my blunt up with his, my eyes soften as I hold eye contact with him, feeling the smoke feel the air.
   He lets go after the blunt is lighten up and acts like nothing happened, my hart beats like crazy, I try to act normal, not understanding what just happened.

Robi pov:

   I look away from Mujdei, not understanding what drove me to do such a thing, it looked wrong but felt so right, blaming it on the drugs I try to delete the image out of my mind and look back at the sky, I lay back down, my jacket serving as a cushion and close my eyes

Marian pov:

  I see him lay back and try to stop myself from blushing, I look at the streetlights and the sky, trying to understand what I'm feeling, I shouldn't be interested in him, I'm a guy and so is he but my mind wonders why does his lips look so kissable, why does his hands look and feel so good on my skin, what other things he can make me feel.
we are friends since forever, he saw me at my best and my worst, he opened up this drug life for me, I can't feel this for him, I don't wanna lose him.
  I try to calm down, eyes locked on his frame, I imidietly look away, not wanting him to catch me starring. I look at the sky and close my eyes, enjoying the confort of him next to me and the sound of the breeze.