Drugs sorrow and passion|| Robi x Marian(Mujdei)

is it love?

Mujdei pov:

It's been a weak since the bedroom incident and I can't stop thinking about it, even now, wen my hand is on Maia who's now my girl, I can't stop thinking about him. Why the fuck did he do that? Why was he so pissed?
I sit on a red, plank, bench looking at the grass underneath my feet, not paying attention to whatever Maia is saying.
My attention is taken away wen a pair of black and red shoes stop in front of me.
I look up and see Robi smiling at me, his hand out waiting for me to shake it.
I take his hand in mine, with a firm grip and shake it, looking at him as he let's go and sits on the bench in front of me and Maia, with Larisa next to him who lays down onto his tights and starts playing with one of the laces of his hoodie.
I feel my blood boil instantly, getting more and more pissed at his careless behavior.
He Acts like nothing ever fucking happened!? Like he didn't just pin me down for no single fucking reason!? Like he didn't lock me in my room!? And after stormed out like I cheated on him or something!!
Out of rage I grab Maia and pull her onto my lap, I look down at her and give her a soft look, a smile on my face, I start playing with her hair while she smiles at me, I bend down a little and catch her lips between mine, I pull away and look at Larisa and Robi.

"What are you two doing here?"

I can see Robi's rage through his eyes and my smile couldn't get any bigger at that.
Larisa starts talking, in her annoyingly loud voice

"What if we go out tomorrow on a double date? I talked with my mom and I can go out tomorrow! So? Any plans?"

Maia gets up from my lap interested in the discussion, I put my hand on her thight and pull her closer by her waist.

"What if we go to the ramps? We can get some good dope, some food, some drinks and have a good time"

I say, completely ignoring Robi's burning gaze, I look at him and see how his frown turns into a smug grin.

"Yeah, let's do that. I bring the dope, Mujdei gets some takeout and you and Maia bring the drinks"

Robi says as he looks at Larisa and then at me and Maia.

"It's settled then?"

I grab Maia's hand, tightly in my mine and give Robi a fake smile

"Perfect. At what hour do we meet up then?"

"4 o'clock. I'll make sure I got the good stuff, you got time to grab the food and the girls have enough time to meet up with us at the back gate"

Robi responds

"I'm good with that!"

Maia says, she kissed my cheek and gets up, grabbing Larisa to go eat dinner, this was mine and Robi's sign to leave, knowing that damn educator will kick us out and make a ruckus if we don't leave.
Me and Robi get out through the front gate and walk back to my place, the walk being pretty quiet, none of us saying anything.

Robi pov:

As we both walk I can't help but chuckle at Mujdei's stupidity, he really thought he was slick with that, huh?
Well too bad cause I can play this game just as well plus I got other things planed out for tomorrow.
I slowly start picking up speed, knowing his short ass can not keep up, I try not to burst out laughing at the sight, I stop in front of his block and turn to look at him, seeing him out of breath, panting like he ran a marathon.

Mujdei pov:

I feel at loss of breath, wen I finally catch up to Robi, I playfully punch him in the shoulder, laughing.

"Man can you walk slower? What's the rush for?"

Robi chuckles and smiles at me.

"Not my fault your short and slow man"

"Oh fuck off! At least I don't look like a zombie that walked out the cemetery? Where your casket at?"

"Oh shut your mouth! You'd get blown away by a soft summer breeze if you didn't have all those clothes on"

We both burst out laughing at our words the tension from before evaporating like it was never even there.
I grab his hand and shake it before entering my Block, I smile at him.

"goodnight man"

"Goodnight shortie"

He laughs after he lets go of my hand and walk away twords his place

"Fuck you!"

I shout after him, a smile on my face, while I'm laughing being able to hear his chuckles in the distance, I stay at the gate till I can't hear him anymore and walk up into my apartment then directly into my room, plopping down onto my bed, feeling tiredness taking over, my mind still at Robi.

Robi pov:

I continue my walk home, in the dark, smiling and chuckling while playing the moment from before in my head again and again.
It was nice, calm and cute in a way, it just felt natural, it felt good.
I start rethinking my feelings, not understanding what I feel, I love ve Larisa, I loved her for years, I'd do almost anything for her but with Mujdei, with him it's different, he doesn't want me to change or quit any of my habits, he is there for me, the real me, I can actually be myself around him, I feel safe and like I can completely trust him with no second thought.
I can't lie I got jealous wen I saw Maia with him, the way she leaned on him, and wen Mujdei kissed her? I felt like I was gonna explode, I don't know if it's be cause I'm way to overprotective over him, maybe I just don't wanna lose the friendship we have? Or is it really something more?
I continue my walk home till I get to mine and my mom's apartment, I get in and immediately walk into my room, I close my door and lay down on my bed, thinking of Larisa and Mujdei.