Drugs sorrow and passion|| Robi x Marian(Mujdei)

weed and jealousy

Robi pov:

     After school I walk out of the highschool's yard and walk to Marian's Block, wanting to just get in his room, sit down and vibe till I see him, sitting on the bench in front of it with a girl, I freeze a little in  place, looking at them.
   She's hella hot I can tell that, seeing him hold onto her left thigh, while she's hugging him.
  I frown at them, glaring at the sight, not understanding why I'm so pissed at it, I don't control myself and walk up to them.
  "Opa, opa! Damn Mujdei! What you pullin girls now? Didn't you just break up with your ex's some weeks ago?"
I chuckle and smile at them, jealous, really jealous, not understanding why I am so mad about this whole thing.
  I see her slightly pull away and look at him then look at me.
 
   "So what? I broke up with my ex not a long time ago, I don't see the problem"

  I feel my smile fall, I clench my fists and puff.
 
  "Damn, good for you two then. So, Mujdei we are going right? You didn't forget about the weed hm?"

Mujdei looks at me, let's go of her, which makes me smile. I grab his arm and pull him away, pulling him with me twords the exist, holding a little too tight onto him.
 
  "Yo! Yo! Man!"

  Mujdei shouts at me and I let go, turn and glare at him

  "What!?"

"Man chill out, why you so pissed all of a sudden?"

"..." I stay silent and look at him

"Larisa pissed me off, that's all"

I immediately lied, hiding away my actual thoughts

"Again? Damn that girls annoying hm? Let's just get fried and forget it then"

"Yeah..true"

We just walk out, the walk to Mujdei's place was quiet, you could cut the tension with a knife, he opened the gate, we walked in, right up the stairs and into his apartment.
  I gone to the kitchen to grab some snacks while he went to his room and rolled up the blunts.
I got in and while he wasn't paying attention I locked his door, taking the key into my pocket, I smiled at him and played down on his bed.

  "Alright man, these are pretty strong so, we'll get busted"
  He laughed and sat down right next to me.

  Without a second thought I grabbed his wrist and threw him against the covers, climbing on top of him, pinning him down.

  "yo! Yo! What the fuck!?"

He looked at me, eyes wide, looking confused, god he was adorable.

Mujdei pov:

  I look up at Robi, not understanding what the fuck is going on, I feel my face heat up, while I'm holding eye contact with him.
  He's looking down at me, a smirk on his face, he slowly moves closer and start whispering to me.

"Who the fuck was that, hm? How could I not know about her?"

"Wh- why do you care?- what's with the sudden-"

He cuts me off by pushing me deeper into the bed, my hart pumping like crazy and my hands shaking

"What? I'm your best friend, shouldn't I know? You know all about the girls I walk with and fuck with, why don't you tell me shit, hm?"

He grabs onto my jaw to make me face him, our noses are almost touching, I can feel his breath on my lips and the heat that radiates from his body.

"I-I just met her man, I would have told you, really, I didn't have the time wen"

He let's go of me and get up, he grabs his phone and gets up not even looking at me, he grabs his blunt, stuffs it into his jacket

"Whatever"

  He just walks up to my door and hear him unlock my door, wen did he even lock that!?
  He just walks out and leaves, I look out my window and see him put his hood over his head and disappear into the streets.

  A feeling of hurt comes out of me and I start bursting into tears, not understanding why did he react like that? What's all this about? Why do I want that to happen again.
I wipe my tears off and smile to myself after, knowing my plan is pretty much working, I light my blunt and start smoking, planing my next idea.
   

Robi pov:
  I walk off cursing at my self while whispering.

  "Fuckin dumbass! Why the fuck did I do that!? Why the fuck didn't I just fuckin said what I had to say!? Why am I so fuckin jealous man!?"

I continue walking till I get home and toss myself in bed, rethinking everything and I fall asleep, pissed off and questioning my sexuality.