The Sex Pistols Are Dead, But So Is My Heart (An Andrew Eldritch X Oc)

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"Little angelfuck, it's a shame that luck isn't better, babe. Did you like the fun? Did you like the times I promised you?
Let those those bastards bleed, dry your thighs and we'll leave"- misfits

I go out in the crowd and wait for andrew to come out on stage. I look to Adrian as we both are very excited. As we wait, he walked on the stage. He’s wearing a white blouse and has a cigarette in his hand. “This song is called body electric” As Andrew says that, some randoms in the crowd start booing. “Whoever said that. Fuck you!” He yells. Me and Adrian start laughing. “Yeah! That’s right! Fuck you nasty bubble gum hoes!” me and Adrian yell. The haters stare at us, then look at andrew.

“Ooo your little girlfriends are sticking up for you!” as the hater dude yells that, andrew throws a replacement microphone at his head. Me and Adrian jump. “That isn’t like him!” I say to Adrian. “I know… its really strange” She says back. “Now where were we?” Andrew asks as the guy that literally got a mic chucked at his head’s girlfriend is helping him. “That was so punk rock!” some random girl yelled. The whole crowd loved it. As he performed, I watched in awe. Nobody has that voice, his voice is unmistakable. It’s so sexy and different.

An: I LOVE HOW HE JUST THREW A MICROPHONE AT SUM ONES HEAD LMFAOOO XDD

After the show, I waited for him by his dressing room. It felt like 11th grade all over again, how I was following him around like a lost puppy. I usually don’t fawn all over people, but with him, it was different. I saw the dressing room door open and my eyes lit up. “Did you enjoy the show?” He asked. “Of course I did… you were amazing. Something about you is different tho” I say to him.

He looks scared when I mention that. Before he could answer, his phone starts ringing. “I’ll be back” He says, I get mad for him blowing me off which was also really unusual for him. I see Adrian. “Andrew is acting really weird and when I mentioned it, he seemed really spooked. I think something is bothering him” I say to her and she nods. “Try to talk to him, you’re the one who knows him the most. Anyway, I gotta go. Zack and I are going to go watch valley girl at drive in. see you later, bestie! Call you tonight!” She yells to me as she walks outside. She never even mentioned zack before now, but knowing her, it’s probably some dude she met at the punk rock bar.

Andrew comes back out and I turn to him. “Now tell me why you are acting so strange” I say to him. “What do you mean?? I’m the same old andrew” He lies. “Same old andrew my ass. You literally knocked a guy out tonight for booing you, you’re so pale now, you don’t even act the same. You didn’t even seem excited to see me!” I yell kinda hurt. “I am, Marian. I’m just going through some things, things that nobody would understand unless you were like me.” I am so confused by that statement, but I roll my eyes. “I could try to understand, andrew! Try me!” I yell kinda. “No! You wouldn’t understand and don’t you fucking raise your voice to me” He says, suprising me again because he never talked to me like that. I was gonna cry, but I tried to hold it in. When he noticed I was on the verge of tears, his facial expression softened and went from angry to a sort of guilty look. 

“I’m sorry… you just wouldn’t understand” as he says that, I push through his dressing room and see sped and meth scattered all over the table. “Is this what you mean? Because I do drugs too, I understand completely. I’m not the miss goody two shoes I used to be” I say. “It helps me with my shows, but that’s not what I’m talking about, Marian.” He says and I look confused again. “What do you mean??” I ask. “Like I told you, you wouldn’t understand. But I’ll tell you that it is the reason I’m acting so different… and why I’m so pale” He says, giving me a hint without coming out and saying it. “What kinda clue is that?” I ask. “Don’t ask me, ask yourself” He said, that’s when I looked in the mirror and noticed he didn’t have a reflection.

“Um…” I say. “What, darling? Never saw the undead before?" He asks so nonchalantly. "WHAT" I yell. "You heard what I said. See! I told you you wouldn't understand!!" He yells in frustration. "YOURE A VAMPIRE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TAKE THAT?" I ask yell. "Maybe don't scream! People could hear you!" He yells, putting his hand on my mouth, then let's go when I stop screaming at him. "So are you fucking done now?" He asks, smoking a cigarette. "You're... you're a creature of the night, andrew." I say.

"Yeah babydoll, we established that about 5 minutes ago. Any questions?" He asks me. "Why when and how the fuck-" as I say this I just look so confused. "Why don't you ask my sire Robert smith" he says. "FROM THE CURE?" I ask really surprised. "Yes! Robert Smith from the cure!" He yells back. We just both look at each other for a minute. "You're still the same andrew in my eyes if that makes you feel better" I say. "I'm fucking dead for Satan's sake! I'm not the same andrew, I'll never be the same again!" he yells slightly.

An: I'm an atheist Satanist Wiccan devil lover so all my characters r like that too sksksksks

"I mean you're mostly the same..." I say. "The hell I ain't. Read my cold undead lips: I am literally dead, I live off blood, I can turn into a bat, and I'm evil. I am not the same!" He yells. When he said that, it felt like my world collapsed. "What.." I gasp out trying not to cry. "Look Marian, people change. Why the hell are you judging me for it?" He asks, putting his cigarette out and blowing on the bangs in his eyes. "I'm not, just finding out your best friend is a vampire is definitely a new one..." I say. "Well yeah, you have a good point there" He says to me.

"Plus you're not in the people category anymore, you're in the obituary category" I joke and he begins to laugh too. "Yep, I'm as dead as sid vicious" He says. "Hes a vampire too you know? And Nancy is too" he adds on. My mouth drops. "No fucking way... I remember when their deaths were announced on the news. They're seriously vampires now??" I ask in complete shock.

"Yes..." Andrew's fangs were out as he said that which was super sexy.

An: FANGS R SO SEXC ONG

"Andrew... why are your fangs out?" I ask and he looks at me strange. "I've been holding back on ripping your throat out for the past 2 hours now. It's getting harder and harder to hold back" when he said that, my heart dropped and I started shaking. "Andrew please... don't do this!" I yell scared. He started walking towards me and I backed up. As I backed up more, he kept coming towards me. That's when I backed up into Adrian. "Andrew stop trying to attack Marian. Do I have to get the holy water on you? You act like an animal. Please, sweetie, leave that to the werewolves" She said. I looked shocked. "You know about this?!"

"I'm a vampire too. Except I actually know how to control myself, unlike this one over here" Adrian says, pointing to Andrew. "What?! I'm hungry" Andrew complained. "Your dinner isn't gonna be Marian. Go find a random and attack them, not the girl that's been there for you your whole life" Adrian said. "She wasn't there for me for five years and she didn't seem to care" he said walking away and I was left there crying. "Marian, don't cry! He's just very emotional and angry because he's a baby vampire. They're all like that" as she says that I raise an eyebrow.

"Baby vampire?" I ask. "Yeah just sired, a new vampire, you get the idea" She says and I nod. "How long have you been a vampire for? You seem to know more about this shit than anyone" I say. "I'm older than you think" when she says that, I look at her weird. "Wdym? You lied about your age?" I asked shocked af. "Yeah yeah, I'll explain everything on the bus ride home" She says that as we walk outside, it's dark out and the moon is shining in the sky. "It's beautiful..." I say and she comes up behind me "I know, I love the night" She says. "Me too" I agree with her and we get on our bus back to England.