Insecurities-notti osama (on hold )

chapter , seventeen, 17

BEACH DAYS AND APPOINTMENTS

I WAS CURRENTLY 5 months with my baby
Notti was now gettin ready so we could go on vacation for a while but we wasn't coming alone but we had our own condo tg bc why not fr

as he looked at u as he had your passage princess area set up as he gave u some of your fav foods as he got in the car driving off as he drove with one hand leaving the other one to rest on the baby bump  evb knew the gender so there was no time for a gender reveal fr at all and then u had to maintain school fr

as he took his hand off your stomach driving off now y'all was heading to Florida for now jus for a winter trip but it was gonna be hot as notti drove off u got sleepy as he drove

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y'all was now in Florida it was still sunny out so y'all decided to hit the beach ofc as u got dressed putting on a 2 piece

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"Cmon slow poke "dd said as he was talking abt u as him notti ddot was ahead while u and vani was in the back "nottiii come get meee "you said he nodded and came and got u putting u on his back as he carried u

"That baby is changing yall niggas y'all used to yell at each other and everything "dd said laughing as notti hit him "well not nomo she will be here soon"notti said as dd smiled he's been waiting for his neice to arrive really since melz had a son he's been wanting a niece hopefully nothing would happen to the baby at all cause is situations notti would distance himself from you and never say shi abt it fr

as y'all played some the boy's music as y'all danced around leaving around 7 jus to go home and shower and go out to eat as u felt a sharp pain hit u and ofc the baby was kicking but u haven't been feeling good lately and u have been moody but notti doesn't rlly know (also y'all sorry I always mess up by putting a baby in here and shi and also nvm - )

as y'all was dressed and down waiting for dd to come out with his charged phone as he came out lookin at y'all as y'all got in the car driving down the road as notti rubbed your stomach feeling the pain again but u didn't say nun at all as y'all pulled up to some restaurant that ddot had found him and Neveah (yes ma boy got him a girl ) as y'all got in gettin a table for each other sitting down as u ordered hella food which notti didn't mind u doing since u was trying to feed the baby but it was actually u that was hungry those snacks y'all had at the beach wasn't doing it

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THE APPOINTMENT DAY

Now laying across the bed lookin deeply at the screen as the doctor looked at u with a worried face as u seen that the baby wasn't moving at all "soo mrs Safari I am so sorry but u have lost the baby "she said as u looked at her feelin dead inside how was u gone tell notti that u lost a baby "we are going to remove the baby yes u will have push her out since she is a stillborn

u cried hard as u pushed the baby out holding her one last time what was notti going to say he would notice maybe u could hide it frm him no no u wasn't thinking right

as they took her away gettin u cleaned up and stuff as u looked down as the nurse hugged u "I am so sorry for your loss baby "she said u hugged her as u cried some more walking out the clinic

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